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fsu · 10-12-2003, 01:39 PM

But her something (that is if shes not millions of miles away from you) gifts always picks up girls and like marvel911 said you should apologive

pip99 · 10-12-2003, 01:46 PM

Meh sryd5 is going apepoop 0 o

meh. ask her back out.

(X-F)Xavier · 10-12-2003, 04:25 PM

[quote

ost_uid0="SBYRD5"]I need to find some people I might not return to this forum....this is about to much to comprehend....

I think a messed up and told a girl to leave my life......that might be the only girl I could truthfully ever bound with beisdes my first love.........

I never felt this kinda insanity......

I'm slowly going insane......mentally...

I've never been this angry and confused....

But I think I'm suppose to go on some kinda quest to find myself....[/quote]
i know how it is... good luck

Wave Master · 10-12-2003, 06:25 PM

Good luck man but if you truly and deeply love her then you'll have to beg for her back and do something drastic to show that you care or make a big apology to her for your mistake ???

If it was a arguement say "it was a stupid arguement and I wish it never started" if she says that it start then say "I know and I'll work hard to gain your trust again"

The thing about girls is if you want there help you'll have to ask for it you can't just expect her to help you also girls are more on the emotional side compared to guys so make sure you say something that goes to her heart and stays there.

But if you need to find in your life what might have happened then don't leave the forum here is where some of your friends are and we will try to help you every step in the way, I asked myself the same question but for diff. reasons and my results were that, there is no one true path your life isn't set in stone life is nothing but a series of moments with times that will affect you through out your life and the best one Live your life w/o regrets because you only have one life and during that one life you have to live it w/o worries

asshole · 10-12-2003, 06:30 PM

[quote

ost_uid0="SBYRD5"]I need to find some people I might not return to this forum....this is about to much to comprehend....

I think a messed up and told a girl to leave my life......that might be the only girl I could truthfully ever bound with beisdes my first love.........

I never felt this kinda insanity......

I'm slowly going insane......mentally...

I've never been this angry and confused....

But I think I'm suppose to go on some kinda quest to find myself....[/quote]
Where do you live, brotha man?
If it's anywhere close to me, i'm coming over with a whole bunch of Alcohol and some Paintball Guns to cheer ya uP..

Until then, don't think too much!

Elena · 10-12-2003, 06:46 PM

[quote

ost_uid0="SBYRD5"]I need to find some people I might not return to this forum....this is about to much to comprehend....

I think a messed up and told a girl to leave my life......that might be the only girl I could truthfully ever bound with beisdes my first love.........

I never felt this kinda insanity......

I'm slowly going insane......mentally...

I've never been this angry and confused....

But I think I'm suppose to go on some kinda quest to find myself....[/quote]
I know how you feel.

Go tell her you're sorry. If she feels the same way she will accept the apology. And if you don't try it then you will regret it...trust me.
Good Luck!

SBYRD5 · 10-13-2003, 04:51 PM

Well we talked and we are lingering over friend or boy/grilfriend realtionship.

No it's not sportschick155...

Yeah, some of you are my friends...

Yeah, Asshole if you did live near me I'd get you to teach me how to "WRITE".(When I say write I mean with graffti....I always wanted to do some good writing.....)

Yeah a good paint ball match would cheer me up....haha we would shoot some....birds and a few cop cars....

Oh yeah I wish I didn't think so damn much either...
------------------------------------------------------------

It's bigger then her I kinda come from a broken home....in 2 years I will be a grown man......(18.....well legally an adult). My mother recieves a government check because of my sister's illness and me being a minor under the age of 18.(Remeber my father is no more....)

Well once I become 18 I will only be a burden apon my mother.....so I will have to figure out what to do with my life.....

Thats the normal part of my problems.....I've just been thinking about joining army/navy,Airforce......etc.

I probally won't......

My social life has been poopty lately...I'm not going to bitch about it.
------------------------------------------------------------
Recently I was a accused for smoking an illegal substance on school grounds.(Weed)

The funny thing is I didn't even touch the stuff it was because I (appeared) like the type of person to smoke weed.At any rate the principle was going to expell me from the Wake County Public School System over that nonsense....

After taking a drug test and several physical test the results were negative...

I asked the son of a bitch to apoligize for falsely accussing me.

He told me to..."Run along".(#%%@#$R@%)

By this time all the after school buses were gone and I asked him for a ride home.....the ass wipe...told me he didn't let strangers ride in his car so he left me for motherfliping broke in the goddamn dark at school....*sigh*

So I walked home.....I live atleast 23 miles from school.

*Yeah I was tired when I got home*

I left school at 7:00pm I got home at 2:46am.

I went to school the next day at 6:24am....

Do you see my fustration.....

Edited By SBYRD5 on Oct. 13 2003 at 19:52

Elena · 10-13-2003, 05:04 PM

Well damn, that is y i always have money on me(bus fare/ phonecall) and did occur to you to call someone. I could never walk to my house which is 23 miles away. And if i did i would not have went to school the next day.

Anyways, ur principal guy is not suppose to discriminate against students. And if he holds you after school you are suppose to atleast get a phone call. Do you guys have a rule book that tells you how long you are suspended and stuff like that? If so i recommend you read it. so next time he discrimates against you or someone else.

You already got enough stuff on ur mind the last thing you need is a racist pricipal.

You will never be a burden on ur mother after all she is ur mother. Unless ur mother is like eminem's f-ed up mother.

Good luck with everything.

MasterX05 · 10-13-2003, 05:08 PM

dubya tee eff what da hell do I need to roll to your school and beat some N#@!'s down? I know we both live in N.C. but dam sybrd you need to stop bieng a wuss the girl aint the best in the world there are others. I was like you once a lame or loner you can say. 2nd year at my new highschool I still hate it but I now particpate go to games, and talk with others and put the game down on girls. Do alot of things my postion now is neutral. Morining's I see ppl standing by themselfs im like dam, sometimes I feel sry for them I walk up to a big circle of guys I know. And the whole weed thing? I would have been expell because if the Princple did me like that I knock him the F### out. And if that bicth made me walk I would have that motha### fired his ass will never working in a F### school ever. And you best belive that :biggrin:

Elena · 10-13-2003, 05:21 PM

Amen...hallelujah.
Preach it!!!!
But watch the filter

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10-12-2003, 01:46 PM	#12
pip99 Senior Member Senior Member Join Date: May 2002 Location: birmingham Posts: 7,335 Post Thanks / Like Thanks (Given): 0 Thanks (Received): 0 Likes (Given): 0 Likes (Received): 0 Dislikes (Given): 0 Dislikes (Received): 0 Points: 0 Mentioned: 0 Post(s) Tagged: 0 Thread(s) Quoted: 0 Post(s)	Meh sryd5 is going apepoop 0 o meh. ask her back out. __________________ [img:sig_uid]http://www.boomspeed.com/pip99/wolvgput3.jpg[/img:sig_uid]

10-12-2003, 04:25 PM	#13
(X-F)Xavier Senior Member Senior Member Join Date: Mar 2003 Location: baltimore Posts: 546 Post Thanks / Like Thanks (Given): 0 Thanks (Received): 0 Likes (Given): 0 Likes (Received): 0 Dislikes (Given): 0 Dislikes (Received): 0 Points: 0 Mentioned: 0 Post(s) Tagged: 0 Thread(s) Quoted: 0 Post(s)	[quoteost_uid0="SBYRD5"]I need to find some people I might not return to this forum....this is about to much to comprehend.... I think a messed up and told a girl to leave my life......that might be the only girl I could truthfully ever bound with beisdes my first love......... I never felt this kinda insanity...... I'm slowly going insane......mentally... I've never been this angry and confused.... But I think I'm suppose to go on some kinda quest to find myself....[/quote] i know how it is... good luck __________________ http://mysticgaming.com/sfoworld/upl...1090201558.jpg Crystal codes.. a revolution in gfx

10-12-2003, 06:25 PM	#14
Wave Master Senior Member Senior Member Join Date: Feb 2003 Posts: 849 Post Thanks / Like Thanks (Given): 0 Thanks (Received): 0 Likes (Given): 0 Likes (Received): 0 Dislikes (Given): 0 Dislikes (Received): 0 Points: 0 Mentioned: 0 Post(s) Tagged: 0 Thread(s) Quoted: 0 Post(s)	Good luck man but if you truly and deeply love her then you'll have to beg for her back and do something drastic to show that you care or make a big apology to her for your mistake ??? If it was a arguement say "it was a stupid arguement and I wish it never started" if she says that it start then say "I know and I'll work hard to gain your trust again" The thing about girls is if you want there help you'll have to ask for it you can't just expect her to help you also girls are more on the emotional side compared to guys so make sure you say something that goes to her heart and stays there. But if you need to find in your life what might have happened then don't leave the forum here is where some of your friends are and we will try to help you every step in the way, I asked myself the same question but for diff. reasons and my results were that, there is no one true path your life isn't set in stone life is nothing but a series of moments with times that will affect you through out your life and the best one Live your life w/o regrets because you only have one life and during that one life you have to live it w/o worries __________________ [img:sig_uid]http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v221/WaveMaster564/BeckTag.jpg[/img:sig_uid]

10-12-2003, 06:30 PM	#15
asshole Senior Member Senior Member Join Date: Dec 2001 Posts: 4,729 Post Thanks / Like Thanks (Given): 0 Thanks (Received): 0 Likes (Given): 0 Likes (Received): 0 Dislikes (Given): 0 Dislikes (Received): 0 Points: 0 Mentioned: 0 Post(s) Tagged: 0 Thread(s) Quoted: 0 Post(s)	[quoteost_uid0="SBYRD5"]I need to find some people I might not return to this forum....this is about to much to comprehend.... I think a messed up and told a girl to leave my life......that might be the only girl I could truthfully ever bound with beisdes my first love......... I never felt this kinda insanity...... I'm slowly going insane......mentally... I've never been this angry and confused.... But I think I'm suppose to go on some kinda quest to find myself....[/quote] Where do you live, brotha man? If it's anywhere close to me, i'm coming over with a whole bunch of Alcohol and some Paintball Guns to cheer ya uP.. Until then, don't think too much! __________________ [img:sig_uid]http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v135/XxElPeCaDoRxX/zorade.gif[/img:sig_uid] I don't put my heart on women, I put my hard-on on women!

10-12-2003, 01:39 PM	#11
fsu Senior Member Junior Member Join Date: Apr 2002 Posts: 138 Post Thanks / Like Thanks (Given): 0 Thanks (Received): 0 Likes (Given): 0 Likes (Received): 0 Dislikes (Given): 0 Dislikes (Received): 0 Points: 0 Mentioned: 0 Post(s) Tagged: 0 Thread(s) Quoted: 0 Post(s)	But her something (that is if shes not millions of miles away from you) gifts always picks up girls and like marvel911 said you should apologive

10-12-2003, 06:46 PM	#16
Elena Senior Member Senior Member Join Date: Oct 2001 Location: In my messy room Posts: 3,253 Post Thanks / Like Thanks (Given): 0 Thanks (Received): 0 Likes (Given): 0 Likes (Received): 0 Dislikes (Given): 0 Dislikes (Received): 0 Points: 0 Mentioned: 0 Post(s) Tagged: 0 Thread(s) Quoted: 0 Post(s)	[quoteost_uid0="SBYRD5"]I need to find some people I might not return to this forum....this is about to much to comprehend.... I think a messed up and told a girl to leave my life......that might be the only girl I could truthfully ever bound with beisdes my first love......... I never felt this kinda insanity...... I'm slowly going insane......mentally... I've never been this angry and confused.... But I think I'm suppose to go on some kinda quest to find myself....[/quote] I know how you feel. Go tell her you're sorry. If she feels the same way she will accept the apology. And if you don't try it then you will regret it...trust me. Good Luck! __________________ I WAS HERE FURST! ^-^

10-13-2003, 04:51 PM	#17
SBYRD5 Banned Senior Member Join Date: Jun 2002 Location: North Carolina Posts: 6,549 Post Thanks / Like Thanks (Given): 0 Thanks (Received): 0 Likes (Given): 0 Likes (Received): 0 Dislikes (Given): 0 Dislikes (Received): 0 Points: 0 Mentioned: 0 Post(s) Tagged: 0 Thread(s) Quoted: 0 Post(s)	Well we talked and we are lingering over friend or boy/grilfriend realtionship. No it's not sportschick155... Yeah, some of you are my friends... Yeah, Asshole if you did live near me I'd get you to teach me how to "WRITE".(When I say write I mean with graffti....I always wanted to do some good writing.....) Yeah a good paint ball match would cheer me up....haha we would shoot some....birds and a few cop cars.... Oh yeah I wish I didn't think so damn much either... ------------------------------------------------------------ It's bigger then her I kinda come from a broken home....in 2 years I will be a grown man......(18.....well legally an adult). My mother recieves a government check because of my sister's illness and me being a minor under the age of 18.(Remeber my father is no more....) Well once I become 18 I will only be a burden apon my mother.....so I will have to figure out what to do with my life..... Thats the normal part of my problems.....I've just been thinking about joining army/navy,Airforce......etc. I probally won't...... My social life has been poopty lately...I'm not going to bitch about it. ------------------------------------------------------------ Recently I was a accused for smoking an illegal substance on school grounds.(Weed) The funny thing is I didn't even touch the stuff it was because I (appeared) like the type of person to smoke weed.At any rate the principle was going to expell me from the Wake County Public School System over that nonsense.... After taking a drug test and several physical test the results were negative... I asked the son of a bitch to apoligize for falsely accussing me. He told me to..."Run along".(#%%@#$R@%) By this time all the after school buses were gone and I asked him for a ride home.....the ass wipe...told me he didn't let strangers ride in his car so he left me for motherfliping broke in the goddamn dark at school....sigh So I walked home.....I live atleast 23 miles from school. Yeah I was tired when I got home I left school at 7:00pm I got home at 2:46am. I went to school the next day at 6:24am.... Do you see my fustration..... Edited By SBYRD5 on Oct. 13 2003 at 19:52

10-13-2003, 05:04 PM	#18
Elena Senior Member Senior Member Join Date: Oct 2001 Location: In my messy room Posts: 3,253 Post Thanks / Like Thanks (Given): 0 Thanks (Received): 0 Likes (Given): 0 Likes (Received): 0 Dislikes (Given): 0 Dislikes (Received): 0 Points: 0 Mentioned: 0 Post(s) Tagged: 0 Thread(s) Quoted: 0 Post(s)	Well damn, that is y i always have money on me(bus fare/ phonecall) and did occur to you to call someone. I could never walk to my house which is 23 miles away. And if i did i would not have went to school the next day. Anyways, ur principal guy is not suppose to discriminate against students. And if he holds you after school you are suppose to atleast get a phone call. Do you guys have a rule book that tells you how long you are suspended and stuff like that? If so i recommend you read it. so next time he discrimates against you or someone else. You already got enough stuff on ur mind the last thing you need is a racist pricipal. You will never be a burden on ur mother after all she is ur mother. Unless ur mother is like eminem's f-ed up mother. Good luck with everything. __________________ I WAS HERE FURST! ^-^

10-13-2003, 05:08 PM	#19
MasterX05 Senior Member Senior Member Join Date: Aug 2002 Posts: 2,468 Post Thanks / Like Thanks (Given): 0 Thanks (Received): 0 Likes (Given): 0 Likes (Received): 0 Dislikes (Given): 0 Dislikes (Received): 0 Points: 0 Mentioned: 0 Post(s) Tagged: 0 Thread(s) Quoted: 0 Post(s)	dubya tee eff what da hell do I need to roll to your school and beat some N#@!'s down? I know we both live in N.C. but dam sybrd you need to stop bieng a wuss the girl aint the best in the world there are others. I was like you once a lame or loner you can say. 2nd year at my new highschool I still hate it but I now particpate go to games, and talk with others and put the game down on girls. Do alot of things my postion now is neutral. Morining's I see ppl standing by themselfs im like dam, sometimes I feel sry for them I walk up to a big circle of guys I know. And the whole weed thing? I would have been expell because if the Princple did me like that I knock him the F### out. And if that bicth made me walk I would have that motha### fired his ass will never working in a F### school ever. And you best belive that :biggrin: __________________ [img:sig_uid]http://www.dr.dk/skum/boogie/_img/235x140/kanye_west.jpg[/img:sig_uid] Kanye west-Diamonds are forever Diamonds are forever Throw your diamonds in the sky if you feel the vibe Diamonds are forever The Roc is still alive every time I rhyme.

10-13-2003, 05:21 PM	#20
Elena Senior Member Senior Member Join Date: Oct 2001 Location: In my messy room Posts: 3,253 Post Thanks / Like Thanks (Given): 0 Thanks (Received): 0 Likes (Given): 0 Likes (Received): 0 Dislikes (Given): 0 Dislikes (Received): 0 Points: 0 Mentioned: 0 Post(s) Tagged: 0 Thread(s) Quoted: 0 Post(s)	Amen...hallelujah. Preach it!!!! But watch the filter __________________ I WAS HERE FURST! ^-^