I need to find some people I might not return to this forum....this is about to much to comprehend....

I think a messed up and told a girl to leave my life......that might be the only girl I could truthfully ever bound with beisdes my first love.........

I never felt this kinda insanity......

I'm slowly going insane......mentally...

I've never been this angry and confused....

But I think I'm suppose to go on some kinda quest to find myself....

first, why did u tell her to leave ur life....ifudont know why u told her that then u dont need to find urself, u are being urself

second, ifur lying to us now and she was the one who left u then u dont need to find urself again...u need to find ur balls cause ain't no girl worth the head ache if she leaves u....

dont get too serious with a girl ifur not going to be commited to her...thats my advice



Edited By LancerPX on Oct. 12 2003 at 01:43

You missed the entire point of what he said. There is a deeper meaning, Lancer. Look deeper...

gosh d@ng roll, do you take classes for your wisdom? good job.....

well byrd, if i was you i'd just forget about the whole thing, thats why i never got involved with girls...

personally, i think marrige and gf/bf is a waste of time, then thats more money you have to spend, then that brings along debt, etc. you know who your friends are? us! and the arcade! :biggrin: but hey, thats just my opinion...

Go ahead and find the girl, who knows you might even get back together again.

If its eating u up then go for itbecause u don't have anything to lose.

he's gonna search for Sportschick as his girl :biggrin: or am I outdated, he's got another obsession

lol he probably do

good luck byrdman

heres a quote 4 ya....

"I have gont to find myself,
if i come back before i return.....
tell me to wait"-some weird guy (and my principal,and a t-shirt i saw)

saw this thread yesterday... couldn't say a thing !

listen, i never really had any problems with girls (for i never had a girl in my life) but many times have i helped my friend understand mroe of what he needed to do in order to succeed ! he... also is the one giving me th estrenght to go on in life ! he's been my friend for the last 14 years !

anyway... not about me but about you !
i would say, it is never too late for anything !
its hard, no one can say you anything to change that. but its still possible for you to return back to her, as long as you didn't screw it up by hitting her !

WORDS can hurt people's feelings, but they are just words there will always have soemthing you can do to go back and bring things like they were before. if i were you (which i'm not) i would do anything to get back on that mistakes ! otherwise i would be like you, it would get me nuts !

as for the part not being yourself. well, we're always ourselves, no matter how hard we try to be someone else, we always are ourselves. its just that we try to change in a way where people would like us more ! but in the end we always return to ourselves !

so i say, no need for a search for yourselves, cause if do that's only because you lose sight of what is really needed at the moment ! but if you did, your friends (me and perhaps some others) will simply tell you the way to return !

its your choice now to see if you take our advice and opinions !
whatever path you decide to choose after this, i wish you luck on it !

Hmm, girl trouble eh..I dont have much experience in the trouble part. But, if you do really like her..I think you 2 really need to talk, and you need to aplogize for saying she needs to leave your life. But nonetheless I cannot tell you what you should or need to do..simply because I dont have your feelings or level of intellegence. So, SBYRD5..it seems to me that you have a long, tough quest ahead of you. So good luck. :alien: