[blanka09]

The world around me
My foolishness before me
The pain inside me
The bitterness within me
It's so sad to know the truth
that your work proves nothing but a lie
and even being called a fool
doesn't justify the good for which you thought you tried
And although I ask myself why
There's no "correct" answer for the errors.. with the fate that woe betides
I only wish and hope that those would take hold of me
and stop me from falling and actually hurting me
That the one whose B's and hellos..
would charm me like a sweet meadow
for nothing else seems to choke
like her voice in which only an angel can cloak
That the one whose dork knighting
wouldn't stop stop her loving
and that the Nferno, wouldn't stop "it's" burning
You never know.. until you realize
that you're a fool even when you hurt inside
Nothing can at this point justify my woes
and not even I can contend with my foes
but I know this one truth
that a survivor never gives up without a fight
and though it may seem that I will certainly loose
Ahead of One day and One dream shall be my light
Even with the Shinjitus no uta
I have come to realize that there's no one as fitting as her
so as I always end my words of despair
I will thrust this one spear
into the hearts of those who beckon against my dear
and then I shall lay
and wait for the day
she shall come my way...


... LOL.. that felt.. really good :biggrin:



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