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akuma_forever · 02-05-2003, 03:08 PM

wow byrd...... i am stunned. your childhood...... full of hatred and pain....

you were always so happy and cheerful when we first met.... and know..... i am so sorry man.... just dont kill yourself....

you lost two friends.... all tragic deaths...... but now, they may be in a better place..... and the last words your father said to you...... that you are worthless and S.H.I.T.T.Y....... you know he didnt mean it..... i bet wherever he is right now...... he is thinking of you...... all that he has done to you...... and i bet he is crying....... crying because he knew he could have treated you better...... he could have acomplished something........ but that was all over when he made the final descision of his life.......dont blame yourself man........ it was his descision...... to pull the trigger...... just know.......that he did love you.........he did think you were worth something..... he did care about you...... i am so sorry man.......

even i have had some of your expiriences...... one of my friends dad shot himself in the head.....

just remember- you were put on this earth to accomplish something. yes, you do have a purpose.... and someday, if you work harder you can become all you have ever wanted to be...... just dont make the mistake that your dad did..... i am sorry.....

go to this site-

http://www.greatday.com/motivate

here is a site, read some of the motivators, go back to previous ones, they are really good to get your spirit up.

i bet if you e-mailed the guy that does the motivators, he could really help you during this tragic time...

02-05-2003, 03:08 PM	#8
akuma_forever Senior Member Senior Member Join Date: Jun 2002 Location: The World Posts: 4,392 Post Thanks / Like Thanks (Given): Thanks (Received): Likes (Given): Likes (Received): Dislikes (Given): Dislikes (Received): Points: 0 Mentioned: 0 Post(s) Tagged: 0 Thread(s) Quoted: 0 Post(s)	wow byrd...... i am stunned. your childhood...... full of hatred and pain.... you were always so happy and cheerful when we first met.... and know..... i am so sorry man.... just dont kill yourself.... you lost two friends.... all tragic deaths...... but now, they may be in a better place..... and the last words your father said to you...... that you are worthless and S.H.I.T.T.Y....... you know he didnt mean it..... i bet wherever he is right now...... he is thinking of you...... all that he has done to you...... and i bet he is crying....... crying because he knew he could have treated you better...... he could have acomplished something........ but that was all over when he made the final descision of his life.......dont blame yourself man........ it was his descision...... to pull the trigger...... just know.......that he did love you.........he did think you were worth something..... he did care about you...... i am so sorry man....... even i have had some of your expiriences...... one of my friends dad shot himself in the head..... just remember- you were put on this earth to accomplish something. yes, you do have a purpose.... and someday, if you work harder you can become all you have ever wanted to be...... just dont make the mistake that your dad did..... i am sorry..... go to this site- http://www.greatday.com/motivate here is a site, read some of the motivators, go back to previous ones, they are really good to get your spirit up. i bet if you e-mailed the guy that does the motivators, he could really help you during this tragic time...