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TremulantX · 05-20-2005, 09:20 PM

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ost_uid0="ace"]i was raped by this girl when i was 7...
nothing strange went on there...
she was more developed which bothered me a lot.(at that age)[/quote]
im sry to hear that ace....really, I am cuz it reminds me of that movie Derek Fisher, and it was really sad. I understand everything that sexi and you are talking about cuz my mother went thru the same things on more than 1 account, she never did anything about it tho so now she is not exactly *legally* "fully sane".......yea, it messes you up after awhile so you must do sumthing about it.......it makes you build up rage and it begins to hurt inside.....i cant remember anything from my childhood cuz my mom said i was always had to see her get beat up by my dad.........im a real macho guy but honestly......I cried when she told me this: "One time your dad hit me so hard on top of my head i had to sit on the floor and my eyes began to close up involuntarily, and then you came over and said (Don't worry mommy, It be allright..)" she said i was only three years old, im sad now.....oh, and GL in europe sexi......have fun!! yea so after she told me the many "stories" of things that had happened i just broke down, i can never see my father, grandfather, or any1 she has talked about in the same way....it just breaks me down every now and then, i dont cry.......i just get pissed at every1 else.....so take my advice guys and deal with these things the right way

05-20-2005, 09:20 PM	#19
TremulantX Senior Member Senior Member Join Date: May 2005 Location: NC, USA Posts: 726 Post Thanks / Like Thanks (Given): Thanks (Received): Likes (Given): Likes (Received): Dislikes (Given): Dislikes (Received): Points: 0 Mentioned: 0 Post(s) Tagged: 0 Thread(s) Quoted: 0 Post(s)	[quoteost_uid0="ace"]i was raped by this girl when i was 7... nothing strange went on there... she was more developed which bothered me a lot.(at that age)[/quote] im sry to hear that ace....really, I am cuz it reminds me of that movie Derek Fisher, and it was really sad. I understand everything that sexi and you are talking about cuz my mother went thru the same things on more than 1 account, she never did anything about it tho so now she is not exactly legally "fully sane".......yea, it messes you up after awhile so you must do sumthing about it.......it makes you build up rage and it begins to hurt inside.....i cant remember anything from my childhood cuz my mom said i was always had to see her get beat up by my dad.........im a real macho guy but honestly......I cried when she told me this: "One time your dad hit me so hard on top of my head i had to sit on the floor and my eyes began to close up involuntarily, and then you came over and said (Don't worry mommy, It be allright..)" she said i was only three years old, im sad now.....oh, and GL in europe sexi......have fun!! yea so after she told me the many "stories" of things that had happened i just broke down, i can never see my father, grandfather, or any1 she has talked about in the same way....it just breaks me down every now and then, i dont cry.......i just get pissed at every1 else.....so take my advice guys and deal with these things the right way __________________ [img:sig_uid]http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v731/entinse01/Cedricsig0101.jpg[/img:sig_uid] Round 1 of the AVR has begun!