I've had 8 girlfriends...... 4 of my girlfriends got raped.....ok now that's exactily half.....two of them got raped multiple times by two there own father..(maybe it's the same two)..=/
One got raped three times...
One got raped once
Two cried and told me more than she could count...*sigh*
For the most part... they all wanted to commit suicide....and they all internally discovered themselves as weak....My current girlfriend does self-mutilation.She cuts her wrist so often...I told her she might kill herself....but she cuts herself she told me she's happy then....and I told her i wouldn't leave her EVER......I'd never stop tlaking her or caring for her...but I know she has lost alot of those feelign for me due to her depression...
I told all of them....that I'd gladily kill the dude that did that to them...but they always said things like "No...i just want to forget it or...no...just leave it alone."
I felt bad about that you know...I mean when I was with them I wanted to make a sexual advance... I'd become nervious with the reality about how they would feel about me.......or just consider me a dirt for a guy....i mean...I've been through alot......more than i'll speak about int his foum again....but the hurt in her eyes...*sigh*
Would they view me as a guy that would have sex with them and take advantage of them like those dudes...that runs across my mind everytime I'm with a girl that had that experience..
so...in a way I don't....force myself on a girl that's had that sorta experience....or force myself on anyone period...
9 times out of ten when a girl get's rapped she begins to be become bisexual.....due to her fear of the other sex.
They view another female as not being as harmful....and well "safe".
You would not commonily tell someone you've been raped due to shame..being raped is like losing a fight from what I'm told..but more in depth in the view of your body and soul being tainted....
To be honest I cried for my girlfriends soul and prayed over and over.....and decided to dedicate my life to her aslong as she'd allow me to do such a thing....when they told me that...and to be real...the only thing on my mind was to protect them.......*sigh* and I guess I've been doing that poorly..
If you ahve a girlfriend that's experienced that..you will feel a sense of guilt around her always.....you'll always feel like you owe her....hmmm
If you had been raped Sexy...your not weak....
your one of the best gamers at this site...you've proved your valor...
I'm sorry a guy did that to you.....for a man to do that to a woman that man aint worth poop....
Take up martial Arts....and focus your inner rage.....that's my answer...
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