hmmm...
When I truely reflected on my relationships..
They weren't really full of love..they were similar to Lancer's......I guess I desire love...
I was with the girl sorta to make her feel good..
And the Ironic thing is whenever I did the act to break up with them..I started to notice features about them I like..it's so stupid man....it's like I start to lust for them when i break up with them...
This one girl..sunshine..she reached into my mind in such a way..I had to wonder if she was the one...but...*sigh* I wasn't at her level....she liked me to a degree...actually I can't discuss our relatonship ont his forum....but....she liked me..i sorta let her go...because I felt I didn't deserve her....as silly as that sounds...(-_-)
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