[Morph]

I find in this tragic day of racism and gender discrimination its hard to cope.
Never an addict to anything, but I turn to Jannet instead of dope.
Couped up in this small world of southeast carolina doesn't help.
Day to day only noticing the pain I've caused and circumstances I've felt.
I'd like to think that when I was born I was white and as pure as snow.
But now I'm mexican and traveled just like tha inner city streets you know.
So many people have come and gone, lived and died.
There so many things I'd like to share, but most will come to light in due time.
Who gives a phuck about the sh!t that I claim, or the gang I bang.
Can't you see I'm just a kid reaching for help looking for a chance to hang.
A chance to change what I now see as a mistake to a once normal life.
Tired of the constant animosity, and struggle and strife.
I've done so much dirt that I can't leave the house to have a good time, and thats the norm.
But sh!t, I can't leave home witout totin enough heat to keep all of carolina warm.
Sh!t so crazy how'd I miss all the warnings, and hazard signs.
I once heard a sayin, "If you live by the gun, you die by the gun...!" and that's fine..
I just pray I don't suffer, cause I live by and baby mine.
All alone in my psycological cage, yep, just me and my two glock nines.
Fighting is no longer an option out here mayne, but at night I pray for hope.
Cause at this point in time man, from day to day, its just so hard to cope.



Edited By Morph on 1114109102