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ost_uid0="Roll"]Sbyrd:
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You should never be sorry about what you meant. It just belittles you.
That goes double for what you meant to do in the first place. Never say sorry, and never look back unless your actually apologizing for something. Otherwise you're just making yourself look worse.
X-F: Times change, huh?[/quote]
Well X-F thats exactily what I did...and I'm not perfect.
And I'm not trying to protect my Ego,or my face.
I'm sorry Roll for disrespecting you......I would say "I promise it wont happen again the future.....
Then I bet your going to say.......
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You will forget your promise
Well aslong as I can remeber I won't go back on it.......an as it would seem a friend means much moe than your Ego....'
And Roll if you don't accept my "I'm Sorry" Now when I leave for the military it'll be to late.
Why would a person say sorry unless they meant it.
It sounds like nonesense unless your questioning was I ever your friend?
If you are that hurts.....that hurts bad...I don't thin you wouldthinkthat...but wo knows I still cnsider you my friend....
You know when I put that confession down I started to cry alittle...I havn't cried in a long time....
I sorta killed off the emotion of sadness.
Thats probally why my post these last months seem so dead now an lifeless.
Well Roll It'll be a heavy burdern in my soul if you wont forgive me.....
And why did I mention this now...I guess I'm trying to change myself into a worth person and get back in the right path.
I've started back regaining my soul whatever is left....
If you really can do what you told me then you sould know I mean this from my heart I'm sorry....=/
(What is annoying me is these words only typed.I can't fully express my sorrow........*sigh* I would've replied soonier but for some reason I had to search for this topic.You said I would forget you......and ZeroEna told me I would forget him.At the best of my ability I'l try not too.You guys really showed a level of kindness to me inwhich I doubt I'll ever get again in life.If what I just is fact then you could guess my life isn't heaven.....an like you said"You can't only believe somethig through influence." Roll I'll try to go by positive experience now.....
Hopefully what I do with my life makes me a man.It's a shame it has to be this way when I leave....I mean.....I never thought it would've been like his 2 years ago...never....
Past SBYRD5=Wow these people really are nice.I could actually befriend them.
Present SBYRD5=I'd rather be left alone.
Yah I disagreed with your theory...Hopefully Roll everything I did bad will come back to me 3 fold.It always has and the way I see my life it can't get worse unless I die.
Death doesn't feel far away anymore..
Roll I wont post in this topic anymore and I won't bother you anymore when I leave...I hope you atleast say good bye.
much love....James.
Edited By SBYRD5 on June 26 2004 at 06:23