[quoteost_uid0="SBYRD5"]Who do I love thats simple.(I've taken my medicine and I can think clearily)

I love this girl Rica.....I love her more than air and it took......tell yesterday to realize that.

What's so messed up is I asked her to be friends instead of my girlfriend online because I didn't believe in online relationships after Joyti dumped me. So I'm leaving for JOB corp this summer and she's going to be all successful she's going to be in her senior year next year...I'm very proud of her, And I felt that to continue our relationship would only hurt her...so I wanted to be friends.(I love her so much I didn't want to hurt her)

I never knew how serious she loved me. Well she loves me like I guess alot more than the boys around her..and I've never had a girl care for me that much. I know what she looks like and heck we've had our arguements,but she has always mean my fit A-game girl.

I think I said something to her like that because I didn't take my medicine because when I don't take my medicine..I become irratiable. So she ended everything. It's over. She probally doesn't want to be my friend, and I keep hurting her....without really wanting to hurt her but I love her so much.

It's crazy you know I never had a girl bluntily say she cared about me the way she did.....if I lose her I might hurt myself.....and I think there is no way to get her back..... :eh:[/quote]
*wipes tear*

that .....was.... kool... man.... *SOB*


anyway, i kinda like this girl at school, but, Im not sure if she likes me back. and I'm not really looking for a girlfreind right now, so I dont think im gonna ask her out.

so....MEH! :biggrin: