[quote
ost_uid0="SBYRD5"](I'm sorry I must continue just alittle more it might upset you but I need to grasp your view on something....because I'm a border line christian.....I could be reformed into not believing anymore,but....I just have to see your view on something,
And well religion is part of life.)
*Karma to cease to exist would be horriable....even if you could feel no pain..would you really want to forget.....forget us this community,all of your good points in life,and your bad omens....I mean sure then it wouldn't matter if you didn't exist........but let's say your existence matters to me...a kid that often thinks of ending his life shorter than others.......what would be my motivation to live......theres no God(From your point of view).........maybe there isn't......but what I'm starting to think is that
Heaven is a frame of mind.....so that people will live a by standards of this world a just or righteous life.
I feel the same way karma if I ceased to exist...I wouldn't have to feel pain any more...I wouldn't have to struggle any more.....,but isn't that kinda like giving up...?
Please respond and I wont ask you again.....and no matter what it is I will absorb it...and not debate with your answer...*[/quote]
well, i never said it would be fun to completely stop existsing, i mean. good memories would be gone and the likes. but i am the kind to think that when you die, you don't need those moments anymore, cause i think memories are what makes us go on with our life. once we're dead, there is no more need to go on as there is no more road in front of us ! so what would be the need for memories. all i hope is that my biggest fear doesn't materialize. i just fear to die in pain !
don't know how i'll act when i'll die... but i'm sure ready for it !