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ost_uid0="Havoc919"]i hate my life. :angryfire:[/quote]
me too !
i had only two girls i really loved.
one was out of my league. being near her and talking to her made me feel good.
but then, she cared for me as a friend but didn't had any love for me.
so it was a one-way ride for me !
that girl is gone now. ever since i finished school, i lost her !
the other one is an online one, but as far as i am concern.
it was the same as other above !
she know who she is and we already talked about it.
again, i am about to lose her as well !
she's losing her internet connection, maybe its already done, i don't know about it !
theses are the only two i have ever cared for to tell them i loved them more then friends do.
as for time...
i can't even find a job. its been two years since i finished school and the only thing i've done good are TRAININGS which after the boss fired me !
i did worked at RADIO SHACK, but after HOLLIDAYS i've been fired as well cause i was a very poor seller !
so yeah, between that life and one exactly the same but with a good time coming in, i would chose the second one anytime !
its a little bragging about nothing tho.
i have a good family, my brother, even if he drugs himself a lot. do care for me (he doesn't want me to ever try what he is smoking) not that i would have ever tryed anyway. my mother and parents are glad for me cause i had my secondary 5 diploma and a PROFESSIONNAL in COMPUTERS. so i'm happy wiht whatever happens to me in the near future !