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ost_uid10="SSJKarma"]nah !
it was never about my ability to believe in it !
its all about concentration ! at that time i wanted to do it like my life depended on it, now i'm just thinking and thinking, i am too much in my own fantasy (japanese anims that is) i'm just not able to concentrate like i ised to be. that's all !
hey, at least i'm still trying 
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i think the trick is to be relax't.... ???