<span style='font-family:times new roman'>I HAD THE MOST F**CKED UP VALENTINES DAY.

I GAVE THIS GIRL A FLOWER IM TRYING TO COURT IN MY OFFICE HOPING SHE WOULD UNDERSTAND, WHEN I SAID ITS FROM ME, THEY ALL LAUGHED! HER FRIENDS AND ALL THE PEOPLE IN MY OFFICE!

I WAS ABOUT TO MELT RIGHT THAT VERY MOMENT FROM EMBARASSMENT

THEY THOUGHT IM NOT GOOD FOR HER, THEY SAID WERE NOT COMPATIBLE...

I TRIED TO BE TRUE TO MYSELF, EXPRESSING HOW I FEEL FOR A FACT THAT I COULD NO LONGER HIDE MY FEELINGS BUT THEN, THINGS DIDNT TURN OUT THE WAY I EXPECTED

THE GIRL DIDNT DUMP ME (THOUGH NOT DIRECTLY I GUESS) BUT WHAT PISSED ME ARE HER FRIENDS! AND THAT VERY MOMENT

BUT WHAT THE HECK
AS LONG AS IM HONEST TO MYSELF AND IM NOT TAKING ADVANTAGE TO ANYONE, I BELIEVE I DID THE RIGHT THING

BUT SOMEHOW, I FEEL I MADE A JERK OUTTA MYSELF...</span> :plain:

[quote:post_uid0="ledmonkey"][quote:post_uid0="blanka09"]-May the biggrin be with you.[/quote]
<span style='font-size:7pt;line-height:100%'>God Dammit! LOL :biggrin:</span>[/quote]
Dude, I told you.. I'll never ever ever forget that.. :biggrin:

-May the biggrin be with you... and such :biggrin:

<span style='font-family:Edwardian Script ITC'><span style='font-size:21pt;line-height:100%'>And so, Valentines Day has ended. But do not let the end of this day end your chance for telling people you care about them. Continue to thrive throughout time, and learn to love more and more. It was the last wish of many people that we could all do this, and I hope that someday we will do this. Until then, we still have this very special day, and the momentary afterthoughts of it as well. Keep the hope alive, and live the forgotten dream. It was their first, last, and only wish.</span></span>

[quote:post_uid0="bloodpack"]<span style='font-family:times new roman'>I HAD THE MOST F**CKED UP VALENTINES DAY.

I GAVE THIS GIRL A FLOWER IM TRYING TO COURT IN MY OFFICE HOPING SHE WOULD UNDERSTAND, WHEN I SAID ITS FROM ME, THEY ALL LAUGHED! HER FRIENDS AND ALL THE PEOPLE IN MY OFFICE!

I WAS ABOUT TO MELT RIGHT THAT VERY MOMENT FROM EMBARASSMENT

THEY THOUGHT IM NOT GOOD FOR HER, THEY SAID WERE NOT COMPATIBLE...

I TRIED TO BE TRUE TO MYSELF, EXPRESSING HOW I FEEL FOR A FACT THAT I COULD NO LONGER HIDE MY FEELINGS BUT THEN, THINGS DIDNT TURN OUT THE WAY I EXPECTED

THE GIRL DIDNT DUMP ME (THOUGH NOT DIRECTLY I GUESS) BUT WHAT PISSED ME ARE HER FRIENDS! AND THAT VERY MOMENT

BUT WHAT THE HECK
AS LONG AS IM HONEST TO MYSELF AND IM NOT TAKING ADVANTAGE TO ANYONE, I BELIEVE I DID THE RIGHT THING

BUT SOMEHOW, I FEEL I MADE A JERK OUTTA MYSELF...</span> :plain:[/quote]
You deffinately did the right thing,
that sorta stuff takes courage that i know i couldnt find myself doing in everyday life,
the more you practice at it the easier it becomes,

I think that was a very courageous thing to do, and i hope you had a good Valentines day none the less.

Oh and Roll, i still didnt get to find out your secret?

[quote:post_uid0="Saijin_Ryu"]that sorta stuff takes courage that i know i couldnt find myself doing in everyday life,
the more you practice at it the easier it becomes,

I think that was a very courageous thing to do[/quote]
you can say that again..

nope, it was all messed up
now all of them are against me
they believe i betrayed/crossed them... :(

[quote:post_uid0="bloodpack"]nope, it was all messed up
now all of them are against me
they believe i betrayed/crossed them... :([/quote]
I have no idea how they could of come to that conclusion..
Maybe if you just talk to the people who you feel are against you and try and sort things out and say your sorry if you feel you may of offended them, and try and keep your head held high.

There's no point feeling uncomfortable in the place where you work.

thats what im trying to do
keep my head high, nothing to be shy about
but shes my friend (actually) and they think courting your own friend is like betraying your friendship with them...

*sigh*

its hard, damn hard...seems like theyre all talking behind me now...theres no one i can turn to :(

but ill ask her if she dont like what im doing, ill stop it, right now...giving up my feelings for her :(



Edited By bloodpack on Feb. 16 2004 at 05:53

I cannot see how they think courting with a friend is betraying friendship! Because thats how lots of relationships become! If your not friends with your loved one or partner then there really is little hope!

Umm yea, if you dont want to lose what type of friendship you have with her, that would probably be for the best... and i think you should try and make more friends within your office because like i said its sad working somewhere were you feel uncomfortable and out of place.
And they really shouldnt be talking about you behind your back, that aint kool, it seems very pety.



Edited By Saijin_Ryu on Feb. 16 2004 at 11:01

until college, all kids thinks this way, they think of love being more about looks and attitude more then an emotion !

i know how you feel BLOOD, at school, all girls i have spoken to and told them how i felt about them, either ruan away laughing of me or crying out because i asked.. all in all they were also embarassed because i seemed to be the most pathetic guy in all school ! that was until i fought against one for respect !

in any case... i know how you feel, but one day she'll understand it... everyone will and that day, you'll see how you were right about all this !

thanx saijin, thanx karma...

i am really pathetic considering i have some friends in real life but none of them seem to help me whereas you guys, i dont know or seen personally but you comforted me...no telling how much you ease my burden ...