i regret meeting most of you people... ugh... so much...cyber...sex...ugh....*shivers*

[quote:post_uid0="Roll"]Sbyrd:
That goes double for what you meant to do in the first place. Never say sorry, and never look back unless your actually apologizing for something. Otherwise you're just making yourself look worse.

X-F: Times change, huh?[/quote]
Well X-F thats exactily what I did...and I'm not perfect.

And I'm not trying to protect my Ego,or my face.

I'm sorry Roll for disrespecting you......I would say "I promise it wont happen again the future.....

Then I bet your going to say.......Well aslong as I can remeber I won't go back on it.......an as it would seem a friend means much moe than your Ego....'

And Roll if you don't accept my "I'm Sorry" Now when I leave for the military it'll be to late.

Why would a person say sorry unless they meant it.

It sounds like nonesense unless your questioning was I ever your friend?

If you are that hurts.....that hurts bad...I don't thin you wouldthinkthat...but wo knows I still cnsider you my friend....

You know when I put that confession down I started to cry alittle...I havn't cried in a long time....

I sorta killed off the emotion of sadness.

Thats probally why my post these last months seem so dead now an lifeless.

Well Roll It'll be a heavy burdern in my soul if you wont forgive me.....
And why did I mention this now...I guess I'm trying to change myself into a worth person and get back in the right path.

I've started back regaining my soul whatever is left....


If you really can do what you told me then you sould know I mean this from my heart I'm sorry....=/

(What is annoying me is these words only typed.I can't fully express my sorrow........*sigh* I would've replied soonier but for some reason I had to search for this topic.You said I would forget you......and ZeroEna told me I would forget him.At the best of my ability I'l try not too.You guys really showed a level of kindness to me inwhich I doubt I'll ever get again in life.If what I just is fact then you could guess my life isn't heaven.....an like you said"You can't only believe somethig through influence." Roll I'll try to go by positive experience now.....

Hopefully what I do with my life makes me a man.It's a shame it has to be this way when I leave....I mean.....I never thought it would've been like his 2 years ago...never....


Past SBYRD5=Wow these people really are nice.I could actually befriend them.

Present SBYRD5=I'd rather be left alone.

Yah I disagreed with your theory...Hopefully Roll everything I did bad will come back to me 3 fold.It always has and the way I see my life it can't get worse unless I die.

Death doesn't feel far away anymore..

Roll I wont post in this topic anymore and I won't bother you anymore when I leave...I hope you atleast say good bye.

much love....James.



Edited By SBYRD5 on June 26 2004 at 06:23

[quote:post_uid0="Roll"]I didn't say it was her that I was worried about, now did I? but I don't need any "I'm Sorry"'s either. You said what you said, and I know you meant it. You should never be sorry about what you meant. It just belittles you.[/quote]
y r you so mean to him

he already said it

i am not sure what he did that made u so mad, gurl but whatever it isi sure it's no big deal so stop being so nasty. from you icon you seem nice but deep.... you know what you r

he said sry so just get over it and get a life, little gurl



Edited By april_amise on June 28 2004 at 20:50

i have none :buttrock:

[quote:post_uid0="daddy2"]i have none :buttrock:[/quote]
Then please don't spam the topic...

DarkstriderX apologizes to all who he has rarely disrespected..

cimg src="http://www.stridermetal.com/Pics/Strider Banner.jpg" border="0">

I regret I didn't kick my "friends" a**......... I should have........but no.......

FOR PRETENDING DAT I CURR BOUT MOST OF YALL PROBLEMS
FOR EXAMPLE:SOMEONE SAID MY G/F JUSS BROKE UP WITH ME
AND I BE LIKE REALLY? IM SORRY BOUT DAT. buT IN MA MIND IM LIKE SO WHUT SHE BROKE WITH U WHO GIVES A.... JUSS MOVE ON GEEZE -_-
SORRY BOUT DAT

FOR PRETENDING DAT I CURR BOUT MOST OF YALL PROBLEMS
FOR EXAMPLE:SOMEONE SAID MY G/F JUSS BROKE UP WITH ME
AND I BE LIKE REALLY? IM SORRY BOUT DAT. buT IN MA MIND IM LIKE SO WHUT SHE BROKE WITH U WHO GIVES A.... JUSS MOVE ON GEEZE -_-
SORRY BOUT DAT

lol....... :p

next time, try not to double post :D

[quote:post_uid0="Ludacris"]lol....... :p

next time, try not to double post :D[/quote]
OH SHIZZNIT, I DIDN'T KNO I DID DAT :D OH WELL

lol......it happens....... I regret being one of the most talented football player in my team cuz all my teammates were starting to hate me lol........

I regret that I was a friend to f****** moron..........

I regret mising that interception that could have made us win the match.........

:uhoh:

Before I begin this post, I'd like to point out to you, Ms. Amise, that you obviously didn't understand anything beyond the fact that I was being very blatant with my friend here. Of course, someone with your vocabulary and attention span would show me that you obviously couldn't understand that very well even if someone gave you a lesson in deep wording.

So, remember... before you comment on someone elses discussion, or before you butt into someone elses little talk, sit down, take a moment to breathe, and then stay there. Most likely, with your idiotic mentality, and your sad disposition, you'll just end up worsening the situation if not just adding more problems to your plate than you could ever handle.

...Now, to continue... ^-^

Of course I'll say that. And I know it's true. ^^ You said yourself that your memory was bad, and when you think about it, disrespecting someone who's been disrespected their whole life really isn't so much of a big deal anymore. The big deal, however, is when someone does show respect to that person.

Okies... responses, responses....
A person could say sorry to feel better about themselves, without actually meaning it, or to avoid harmful feelings. but that's just a harsh truth that people seem to either hold onto a little too tightly, or overlook.

I never questioned anything about any friendships. Mind you, I did begin to question whether or not you would remember me, but now I know you will forget me. If not today, or tomorrow, then in 9 years, 7 months, and 14 days. ^-^

Oh, you silly little man...you can't kill off an emotion. It's not the emotions death, if you bottle up the emotion inside your mind for fear that you will become weak and start losing more. If anything, it makes you weaker. Though, the reason why your posts have been so dead, is because you've had other things in mind than being totally playful and full of life. Unlike many people here, you tend to find yourself thinking of all the past negatives and looking for regrets. Mind you, you need to forget those regrets, because you can't really stop anything from happening then right now. but this is just empathetically and mystically speaking of course.

And who said anything about me not forgiving you? o.o If I didn't forgive you, Sbyrd, you'd know it. Believe me. but you can't go around saying you have a little bit of soul left, if you haven't even let all of it be seen yet. That's a bit on the hypocritical side, don't you think? Remember, a soul is everlasting, but it's only seen if you don't hide it.

Now... Sbyrd... listen to me. When did you get the idea that you would die sometime in the near future? Not even I can see that coming for you, and you know what I mean by that, so I shouldn't have to worry about confusing you in that matter. Whether or not you look at this topic now that I have responded, is not my concern. It is your choice. Goodbye until next time, is what you should always say.

[quote:post_uid0="Roll"]Before I begin this post, I'd like to point out to you, Ms. Amise, that you obviously didn't understand anything beyond the fact that I was being very blatant with my friend here. Of course, someone with your vocabulary and attention span would show me that you obviously couldn't understand that very well even if someone gave you a lesson in deep wording.

So, remember... before you comment on someone elses discussion, or before you butt into someone elses little talk, sit down, take a moment to breathe, and then stay there. Most likely, with your idiotic mentality, and your sad disposition, you'll just end up worsening the situation if not just adding more problems to your plate than you could ever handle.

...Now, to continue... ^-^

Of course I'll say that. And I know it's true. ^^ You said yourself that your memory was bad, and when you think about it, disrespecting someone who's been disrespected their whole life really isn't so much of a big deal anymore. The big deal, however, is when someone does show respect to that person.

Okies... responses, responses....
A person could say sorry to feel better about themselves, without actually meaning it, or to avoid harmful feelings. but that's just a harsh truth that people seem to either hold onto a little too tightly, or overlook.

I never questioned anything about any friendships. Mind you, I did begin to question whether or not you would remember me, but now I know you will forget me. If not today, or tomorrow, then in 9 years, 7 months, and 14 days. ^-^

Oh, you silly little man...you can't kill off an emotion. It's not the emotions death, if you bottle up the emotion inside your mind for fear that you will become weak and start losing more. If anything, it makes you weaker. Though, the reason why your posts have been so dead, is because you've had other things in mind than being totally playful and full of life. Unlike many people here, you tend to find yourself thinking of all the past negatives and looking for regrets. Mind you, you need to forget those regrets, because you can't really stop anything from happening then right now. but this is just empathetically and mystically speaking of course.

And who said anything about me not forgiving you? o.o If I didn't forgive you, Sbyrd, you'd know it. Believe me. but you can't go around saying you have a little bit of soul left, if you haven't even let all of it be seen yet. That's a bit on the hypocritical side, don't you think? Remember, a soul is everlasting, but it's only seen if you don't hide it.

Now... Sbyrd... listen to me. When did you get the idea that you would die sometime in the near future? Not even I can see that coming for you, and you know what I mean by that, so I shouldn't have to worry about confusing you in that matter. Whether or not you look at this topic now that I have responded, is not my concern. It is your choice. Goodbye until next time, is what you should always say.[/quote]
who are you quoting again?

[quote:post_uid0="(X-F)Xavier"][quote:post_uid0="abc123test"]When I see (X-F) I regret ever talking to him on msn. He wanted to cyber with me! 0 o Then iTALY and him started doing it. I regret saveing the convo.[/quote]
SHHH I LOVE U =p[/quote]
i regret reading this topic

i regeat to my parent sorry lol :D :D :D http://anime.150m.com/Dragonball/Cell's%20story.gifhttp://anime.150m.com/Dragonball/Cell's%20story.gif

Ok, Roll.

This would seem like a riddle when it is common sense.

I guess people say they are sorry to ease the feeling of sorrow when they realize they've commited a wrong in there eyes.

Ok, I realize I did wrong,and maybe I'll do it to other people in the future.

but to the best of my ability I wont do it to you again.

I guess if you did say "I forgive you". Yeah I would feel better.

You know you don't have to forgive me Roll,but I did realize I did a friend wrong.

And I did have grief when I thought of what I did.

I'm not fond of who I've developed to be.

According to what you've said "My post aren't full of life because I search for the negativity of my past with my past regrets."

Yeah I suppose so......but when I think about you I have feelings of negativity because you don't do your friends like that regardless....


errr.......*sigh* Atleast I did say what I did....I wasn't shollow or so little of a person to never mention it.

I age with wisdom each passing secound.So what I figured as justice 2 years ago I don't view it as the same now.

Like Gay Marriage 2 years ago I would've said Gay people are worthless.....

Now I feel no one is worthless.....it's more like everyone deserves the right to love...it would be wrong to stop another persons love.

Then it dips into religion.

Err I dipped away from the subject...

Look I can't really prove I care about your feelings.

Inwhich I very much do...*sigh*

but I can try to be a better friend....I guess thats all I can do....

but that's if you would allow that...



Edited By SBYRD5 on July 06 2004 at 14:42

[quote:post_uid0="SBYRD5"]Roll and ZeroEna weren't liked because they were a net couple.[/quote]
I must confress I find this revelation hilarious! :laugh:



Edited By Restavega on July 06 2004 at 14:43

lol and you wonder why mods harrass you....lmao :laughlong:

Ignore him, if you must, Sbyrd. He seems to find joy in humiliation.

If you need to hear the words, Sbyrd, then I forgive you. I really do. but there's nothing to forgive now, so I'm truly using up space for no real reason. ^-^ Sbyrd, you need to remember that no one is perfect, and at times, no one will like who they are. It's only natural for someone to wish they weren't like themselves. Look at yourself, and see if there's something that you like. I can find something I like about you right now! ^-^ Now you need to try hard enough to find what you like about yourself. If you'll do that for me, then I'll be more than happy. Even if you don't, I'll always be proud of who you've grown up to be.

[quote:post_uid0="SBYRD5"]lol and you wonder why mods harrass you....lmao :laughlong:[/quote]
You can say that in the past tense now. ;)

Laughter is good for the soul! And since this topic is about confessions, I am here to confess it was funny.

Roll... pfff w/e :laugh:

Thankyou for making my day, SBYRD and Roll.

[quote:post_uid0="Roll"]Before I begin this post, I'd like to point out to you, Ms. Amise, that you obviously didn't understand anything beyond the fact that I was being very blatant with my friend here. Of course, someone with your vocabulary and attention span would show me that you obviously couldn't understand that very well even if someone gave you a lesson in deep wording.

So, remember... before you comment on someone elses discussion, or before you butt into someone elses little talk, sit down, take a moment to breathe, and then stay there. Most likely, with your idiotic mentality, and your sad disposition, you'll just end up worsening the situation if not just adding more problems to your plate than you could ever handle.

...Now, to continue... ^-^

Of course I'll say that. And I know it's true. ^^ You said yourself that your memory was bad, and when you think about it, disrespecting someone who's been disrespected their whole life really isn't so much of a big deal anymore. The big deal, however, is when someone does show respect to that person.

Okies... responses, responses....
A person could say sorry to feel better about themselves, without actually meaning it, or to avoid harmful feelings. but that's just a harsh truth that people seem to either hold onto a little too tightly, or overlook.

I never questioned anything about any friendships. Mind you, I did begin to question whether or not you would remember me, but now I know you will forget me. If not today, or tomorrow, then in 9 years, 7 months, and 14 days. ^-^

Oh, you silly little man...you can't kill off an emotion. It's not the emotions death, if you bottle up the emotion inside your mind for fear that you will become weak and start losing more. If anything, it makes you weaker. Though, the reason why your posts have been so dead, is because you've had other things in mind than being totally playful and full of life. Unlike many people here, you tend to find yourself thinking of all the past negatives and looking for regrets. Mind you, you need to forget those regrets, because you can't really stop anything from happening then right now. but this is just empathetically and mystically speaking of course.

And who said anything about me not forgiving you? o.o If I didn't forgive you, Sbyrd, you'd know it. Believe me. but you can't go around saying you have a little bit of soul left, if you haven't even let all of it be seen yet. That's a bit on the hypocritical side, don't you think? Remember, a soul is everlasting, but it's only seen if you don't hide it.

Now... Sbyrd... listen to me. When did you get the idea that you would die sometime in the near future? Not even I can see that coming for you, and you know what I mean by that, so I shouldn't have to worry about confusing you in that matter. Whether or not you look at this topic now that I have responded, is not my concern. It is your choice. Goodbye until next time, is what you should always say.[/quote]
don't act like you r such a goody two shoes. you no wat ur deep inside, you wick witch of the west. you mite be able to fool every1, esp the guyz, but you can fool me. i don't know what evil spell you put on the guyz to control their mind but to me boyz r always naive. Maybe not a spell but your sexually. you r so cheap, using your sex as a lure to lure guyz into your home and eat them alive. you r like... your like siren to salior. i know you people, pretend you r so good but a totally back stabber.

let's see how wuld you descibe this situation in roll language........
you r the wick witch of the west, the guyz r Dorth, and I am the fairy who is saving Dorth.

the only reason your forgave Sby is cause the public was giving you alot of pressure

it is your choice. Goodbye until next time, is what you should always say

buh bai



Edited By april_amise on July 07 2004 at 18:39

Oh, boy, am I ever glad I found this once again... Now I can post once more, in this topic that just screams "crazy".

I don't act like a goody-two-shoes. If you think a goody-two-shoes uses harsh words, and cruel wordings, then you have a strange, and imaginitive definition for the noun. Also, I'm not wick, or wicked for that matter. A Witch? No... I don't believe I'm a witch. Depends on your definition.

Before I begin to comment, I'd like to just point out to you.. that I'm a human. I'm not a freak monster thinger that chews on human skulls.

Now, I don't fool anyone. I allow them to think as they please about me, whether or not it works in my favor. And the boys here, I'll have you know, are NOT naiive. They happen to be more mature than you are.
Plus, how can you use sexy-ness over the internet to allure someone? That's just plain idiotic.

Don't you dare ever compare me to Siren. She was an overly-inflated egotist, who loved destroying people's minds, and enjoyed tearing apart memories. Not only is this an insult, but this is highly annoying to hear from the likes of a girl who doesn't even know who Siren really is.

I don't stab backs, and if anyone turned their back on me, they'd be safer than a lemming in a factory of super-soft and fluffy pillows.

Firstly, my true language dates farther than your birth, and is a language I know you will never be able to learn, thank heavens.
Second, and lastly for this comment, what makes you the fairy? You're more like the wicked witch of the east.

Wrong, but I wouldn't expect you to understand my ways. You couldn't understand, because you're too busy overestimating yourself among everyone else. Besides, what public pressure was there? You? You're hardly much of the public to worry about; in fact, you're not one to worry about at all.

To be perfectly honest, Sbyrd wanted me to say it to him, so I was more than happy to say it. I care about Sbyrd, as much more than an internet friend, and he knows that. So either you go off, and leave me alone, or stop getting your knickers in a twist.

[quote:post_uid0="Roll"]Oh, boy, am I ever glad I found this once again... Now I can post once more, in this topic that just screams "crazy".

I don't act like a goody-two-shoes. If you think a goody-two-shoes uses harsh words, and cruel wordings, then you have a strange, and imaginitive definition for the noun. Also, I'm not wick, or wicked for that matter. A Witch? No... I don't believe I'm a witch. Depends on your definition.

Before I begin to comment, I'd like to just point out to you.. that I'm a human. I'm not a freak monster thinger that chews on human skulls.

Now, I don't fool anyone. I allow them to think as they please about me, whether or not it works in my favor. And the boys here, I'll have you know, are NOT naiive. They happen to be more mature than you are.
Plus, how can you use sexy-ness over the internet to allure someone? That's just plain idiotic.

Don't you dare ever compare me to Siren. She was an overly-inflated egotist, who loved destroying people's minds, and enjoyed tearing apart memories. Not only is this an insult, but this is highly annoying to hear from the likes of a girl who doesn't even know who Siren really is.

I don't stab backs, and if anyone turned their back on me, they'd be safer than a lemming in a factory of super-soft and fluffy pillows.

Firstly, my true language dates farther than your birth, and is a language I know you will never be able to learn, thank heavens.
Second, and lastly for this comment, what makes you the fairy? You're more like the wicked witch of the east.

Wrong, but I wouldn't expect you to understand my ways. You couldn't understand, because you're too busy overestimating yourself among everyone else. Besides, what public pressure was there? You? You're hardly much of the public to worry about; in fact, you're not one to worry about at all.

To be perfectly honest, Sbyrd wanted me to say it to him, so I was more than happy to say it. I care about Sbyrd, as much more than an internet friend, and he knows that. So either you go off, and leave me alone, or stop getting your knickers in a twist.[/quote]
yea yea you like to bring topics back to life dont ya? and yes this topic does scream crazy :lol: and no i bet roll would never back stab no one



Edited By azncat on July 09 2004 at 00:33

[quote:post_uid0="Roll"][/quote]
depends on my definition? so what r you?
[quote]




it's called an analogy, girl.


its called an analogy and i don't know which siren you r talking about. maybe the one in your world but i am talking about the one in Greece.
maybe in here but in reality......



[quote]Firstly, my true language dates farther than your birth, and is a language I know you will never be able to learn, thank heavens.
Second, and lastly for this comment, what makes you the fairy? You're more like the wicked witch of the east.quote]
your true language? what language is that? and by the way alot of languages date back b4 my birth, like english. i am the fairy b/c ive exposed you.

of course just me is hardly a public to worry about but now you r exposed. what do you think happens? let me give you a scenario: you r in salem. you r nice to every1 and every1 loves you. until u r exposed as the wicked witch of the west. what do you think happens? you ll be burn at stake.


i was just trying to help SBYRD from you the big bully. from what he wrote all over the forum, you no he's sad and he needed your forgiveness. but you were so cold you wouldn't care. until i posted then you finally posted your forgiveness(public pressure). no wonder girls don't like you too much, you had all the boyz as your slaves. you also sound like mother, r you a mom?



Edited By april_amise on July 09 2004 at 13:50

the whole topic in a nutshell

angst angst angst angst *flame* angst angst *flame* *witty retort*

humiliation is bad for the soul

what's going on in here

Ok ths topic is getting out of hand...