[quote:post_uid11="Ludacris"][quote:post_uid11]I did not even bother too read much of this.I will though Nice sumo essay roll :lol:[/quote:post_uid11]
well it's maybe long but it's easier to understand then your long posts QUIET :biggrin:[/quote:post_uid11]
Wow she's at it again :lol: This time back in pink with avengeance :lol: I heard that Ludacris.Hey whatcha want from me I am working on my grammar am I not? Nice post yet again roll :biggrin:

Ok then Quiet. Two words. NO SPAMMING. Here's another word. RANT! Here's another word. Stuffing! XD

*clears throat*

Have you ever imagined that there was another world just beyond your doorstep. Another universe just outside our own. A place where what we now consider impossible becomes possible, a place where what is now just fantasy becomes reality?

A place where the pen is truly mightier than the sword and thoughts mean more than gold. Perhaps a place where whatever we want is at our fingertips and our every desire is nothing more than a thought away.

What if I told you that such a world does exist and not just in a Lewis Carroll fantasy? That it's a place where we can visit anytime. It's a place just beyond our reach, but at the same time, within our grasp.

I'm talking about the world within our own minds, the place we live in all the time, yet know nothing about. It's the home of everything we love and everything we hate, yet we haven't even begun to understand it.

We can't comprehend the instrument of comprehension. The world within a world. As the instruments made by the mind are turned around to look at it we can only catch glimpses of it's true power, mere snapshots of what lies within.

Like trying to understand the darkness by turning on the light or dealing with death by bringing life we kill the very thing we intend to learn by studying it. Is it that we don't know how to learn more or just don't wish to? After all, the mind can be a scary place.

But to those of you who are brave enough to care. I dare you to explore some more, but not with machines or tools, but with ideas. Because the best chance we have at taming this brave new world lies not in the tools of man, but of the mind.

After all, who's better to study this new world than the only permanent resident?

^.~

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Now there is your spam Roll.My last post I actually wrote something ok :lol: By the way hands it too roll then tells her not to use all of it like she always does :lol: J?K nice rant roll she is hoiding something like sbyrd said :biggrin:

Me? Hiding something? Yeah right. If I am, I'm doing a pretty good job, because I don't even know what I am hiding. And Quiet, before you post here again, make sure you RANT about something. Also your definition of spam[u:post_uid4]ming[/u:post_uid4] is very new to me.

Right on Quiet :buttrock: SPAM ON.


Ok my rant for today...

I find love to be funny.Some girls show it in very odd ways.Today a girl named Trista asked me out. Now she is very cute,and all,but she picked on me so badly.I almost didn't want to come to school because of her.Now, this explains alot some of the girls that hate you alot really like you to much. I'm confused,but I won't let my mind wonder to much.

My theory is that a girl should express to a boy she picks on that she likes him in a private location....actually right after the first meeting.Understand if the boy you pick on doesn't say anything back he likes you.(*Roll taking notes :shocked: *)

Well yea.Actually when girls pick on guys...guys have odd fantasies about that girl.I think this is a connection from the girl her self.I had a dream about me.....well :rolleyes: with a girl at school. when i woke up I thought i had a horriable nightmare,but really it was my deepest desire.

Funny could this be true for most heterosexual males?

I think about things like that all the time.

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Now there is your spam Roll.My last post I actually wrote something ok :lol: By the way hands it too roll then tells her not to use all of it like she always does :lol: J?K nice rant roll she is hoiding something like sbyrd said :biggrin:[/quote]
You eat that too. :shocked:

Sbyrd, judging from what you said about the girl, she's an idiot. Sorry, but hiding her feelings for you and showing love by picking on you? That's just a sign of bad childhood trama... But then again, my sister is the psychiatrist, not I. So.. anyway, here's a rant:

There is an old adage about a blind man groping in the darkness for a light switch that simply isn't there. It's how the answers we seek are typically no answers at all. How the way we attack a problem is often no attack at all.

As humans we seek simple solutions to complicated problems. The everyday issues of "I'm not happy" or "I don't have everything I want" are often answered with silly counters. Sometimes these solutions drive men to slave away in useless directions or hold idiotic and often dangerous beliefs.

It's easy to blame someone or something for a problem, especially when they can't defend themselves. This leads to scapegoating, racism, and wasted hatred in general. Rather than picking apart the complicated problem and seeking an equally complicated solution, people look outside and find conspiracies and other fools who they have never known and things they have never seen to blame their troubles.

Then the solution becomes simple. Destroy the cause. This often brings much-needed focus into one's life and pushes them to extremes. But soon it's clear, it's all just a useless and senseless quest. This leaves the fool empty, hollow and no closer to solving his problem and the failure just sets him on another quest to find another scapegoat.

But have to wonder, should that blind man every find that light switch and flick it. When he discovers that he still can't see, would he blame the light bulb and assume it broke, would he think the wiring went bad or would he look inside himself and see that maybe there isn't something wrong with the world after all, and it's really just him.

To that, there is no easy answer.

That rant reminds me of the boy that searched for snow in a desert.....yea you get the picture...

I hate KKK Ku Kux Klan

they can go F*** themselves........why do they have problem with the black race.....what did we ever do to them.......we're innocent I tell ya IIIINNNNNNNOOOOOOCCCCCEEEEEEENNNNNNNNTTTTTTTT
they say we're not pure and that we aren't one of gods son(well I dopn't know about that but I'm sure they do)

They say that a perfect world is a world with just white people.........I don't have a problem with white people.......my gurlfriend is white, some of my friends are white, some of my parents' friends are white.........But I hate their evil idea

I hate the black panthers too.........U know the black version of KKK.........I mean by making this thing it only made thing worse.........and the black communtiy is cool, the culture(especially the african culture cuz I'm from Zaire it's in africa) but no one is better then another one.........we are all equal.......Black and white must unite........ Ying and Yang........ :yingyang: well not really cuz ying and yang his bad and good but still U know what I mean.........

RACISM WILL NOT GET U ANYWHERE, U'LL PROBABLY GET SHOT BY A KKK IF U'RE BLACK OR A BLACK PANTHER IF U'RE WHITE

i hate reading long ass posts

[quote:post_uid0="Ludacris"]RACISM WILL NOT GET U ANYWHERE, U'LL PROBABLY GET SHOT BY A KKK IF U'RE BLACK OR A BLACK PANTHER IF U'RE WHITE[/quote]
Ludicris i agree very strongly about what you just said...
it is very truthful indeed.

racism sux.. and i wish people could get it through thier heads that everyone is equal...no race is more domonant.....no person better than another.

[quote:post_uid0="DARKPICCOLO"][quote:post_uid0="Ludacris"]RACISM WILL NOT GET U ANYWHERE, U'LL PROBABLY GET SHOT BY A KKK IF U'RE BLACK OR A BLACK PANTHER IF U'RE WHITE[/quote]

racism sux.. and i wish people could get it through thier heads that everyone is equal...no race is more domonant.....no person better than another.[/quote]
yep I'm glad somebody agrees.......Hate brings even more Hate.......If a person hates another because he killed or hurt or said meanful things to U then U can hate the person.......but If U hate the person because of the way he looks, the way he talks, the way he walks, from where he from, then it's really stupid........

Yes racism will die when people ignore the subject actually I think by consistily talking about it when it is not needed annoys those that are racist.Who cares it's the next millieum
these small problems will die.We must focus on Sadam now....

I had a dream I wouldn't stop falling.Then I saw a light i saw my child hood.I remebered how my friend was without a father.I remebered my first fight to my first friend.Question,Why aren't me,and those people still in contact.In life for people to meet don't they to have a contaction to each other. Often if your friend is mean your mean.

I think my whole childhood I wanted to be strong,but I would've never had the strave to reach those goals unless someone hadn't put me down in my younger years.I've reached such high goals at a young age,but who am i to share my achivments with.I'm 15 to this date.Soon I will be 18 then what.Will I still be here?Maybe only my typing fingers know... :shocked:

Secound rant=

Today a girl did I rotent trick to a Freshman.He went out with him only for money from a guy that really hated that kid.When lunch came noone told him about the evil plan.He went up to the girl with some gum,and a note for her telling her how the guy felt.She had the nerve to take the gum,and note then she said it was a joke.The boy said what do you mean?I never liked you I just wanted money.....

Everyone at that table laughed at the boy,and people came over to see what was so funny then they started.After a while the whole lunch room knew,and he was just standing there like someone had poopted on him.He started to cry,but stopped he held his head up,and asked why.

The girl said for money I'm hungery during lunch.The boy said he put you up to this who payed you.She said the boy's name.The boy snapped he realized the person that had paid her to do that to him really wis someone he had conquered in a fight long ago.

The boy walked away,but oddly he was laughing....laughing really hard and he was crying.It creeped me out.The next day someone fought the boy Maurty that paid the girl in a bathroom stale beaten so bad he couldn't breath hardily.Yet the boy didn't fight him instead he did the same as Maurty he paid some boys instead to fight him for a Benjamin Franklin.

If there is a lessen here don't play a prank on a queit person ever..... :shocked:

All I wanted was someone to talk to a friend or a rival but no one came wen i see someone by a persons side i want to cry. there talking and doing things friends do and all i wannted was some one to talk to but they were never there for me.
I was so disturbed wen i saw other people talking i went mad i shut my self in my room and talked to my self banging my fist in the wall! Screaming ALL I WANTED WAS SOME ONE TO TALK TO! no one was there i was all alone i was sick of my self so sick i stranged my self and turnned blue on my own spit i was - I dont want to wright no more ...sorry i broght you all into this.....

I'm glad roll made this thread I get stressed alot.

No, AXE voice it out.

Awww, Axe, you know I'll always be your friend...

*snif*snif* stop that it's so emotional.

It was hard saying all that online...Thanks roll and SBYRD5 your true friends.....

I know what it's like going through a tough ordeal, and/or being alone. I've been alone a lot of times. Sometimes, it was for a reason, but most of the time, it was because no one wanted to/could be around me. I don't find that sad anymore, because I got used to it, besides my friends who live on the other side of town, of course.

Yes, everyone needs friends.So don't ever go insane like that AXE I'll listen to you. :)

Listen AXE when your alone like that your...not.Really I've been through that it's a phase don't sweat it.If it's like that for the rest of your life....don't be sad you will always have friends here.

Don't lose your mind strong people also cry.

I think your alright now so there probaly was no need for this post.Just enjoy nature my friend.Feel the breeze,and meet those challenges that you have in life head on.

Thats how I live my life....

[quote:post_uid0="SBYRD5"]Yes, everyone needs friends.So don't ever go insane like that AXE I'll listen to you. :)

Listen AXE when your alone like that your...not.Really I've been through that it's a phase don't sweat it.If it's like that for the rest of your life....don't be sad you will always have friends here.

Don't lose your mind strong people also cry.

I think your alright now so there probaly was no need for this post.Just enjoy nature my friend.Feel the breeze,and meet those challenges that you have in life head on.

Thats how I live my life....[/quote]
a person without friends will probably turn crazy.......cuz solitude is good sometimes but if U stay alone for a long time, U'll probaly turn evil.......look at the majority of killers, either they were beaten up by their parents or they were rejected by people.........so friendship is the best thing that can save someone from crazyness.......

Ludacris

Yea, I've almost went insane from being alone.
It's crazy man being alone can kill your feelings.
You seem to become cruel to loved ones.
Oh,and your well to fight might grow really strong or,
You might not care if you get hurt.

I have a girl thats keeping me on track,and plenty of you guys to talk to now.

Another rant for you!
[color=midnightblue]For many of us, when we find happiness, we are quick to learn that in society there is a hierarchy of happiness, an arbitrary order that places some forms of self-fulfillment as being greater than others. Where the world calls one kind of happiness "real" or "perfect" it calls another "hollow" or "empty" as if to say that a person riding high on one type of wave is not as truly happy as the man standing next to him, riding a separate, but higher, one.

One might even say that society uses this very hierarchy to prevent people from doing what it considers wrong. It places achievement ahead of drugs calling it more "real" and it places love ahead of the Internet calling it more "profound." Even though two people sitting in a room might be just as happy and just as content with life, one is somehow better off than the other; one is smiling for "real" and "true" reasons even though the joy they feel is just tangible and just as real to both of them.

As one of those people only satisfied by the "higher" forms of happiness, I would like to believe in this hierarchy. But even I have to wonder if perhaps I've been played as the patsy. Perhaps, due to the way I was raised or due to my own human nature, I am incapable of enjoying the most easily traveled paths to happiness, perhaps I missed the boat and I'm forever doomed to work twice as heard for the same amount of joy as the person next to me.

Perhaps, but somehow I doubt it.

Because one thing that I've learned about happiness is that like any other emotion it isn't permanent. At some point it's going to leave, at some point you're going to feel pain and at some point you're going to look back on those better times, back when your life was good and you were at peace with the world. When looking back on better times, everyone hopes and prays that those days will return soon. Some, those who earned their happiness and worked for it, look back and smile, enjoying the memories of the times gone by. No matter how much they long for those days, they're comforted by the memories and cherish them like gold.

But those who chose the easy way, look back on these memories and cry. They cry because it becomes obvious what addictions and egos are when it comes to happiness. They are not hollow forms of the real thing, they are not less-tangible or less-perfect stand-ins for true contentment, but rather, they are deceptions. It's happiness that isn't even there, just a means by which the mind tricks itself into thinking otherwise and whenever the pill has worn off, the lust-object is gone, the ego is smashed or whatever mirage that was used is faded, the mind can see clearly again and it sees the trickery for what it was, just a scam.

But the mind invariably wants more, more happiness, even if it means trickery and deception. Denial is a powerful force, but it's also easily shattered by the winds of change and those seeking true fulfillment, those seeking a more complete happiness, a more real feeling of contentment, do not fear it, for it can not hurt them. They'll at least have their memories to enjoy, unlike the guy behind them in line.

So my friends, perhaps I am a dupe, perhaps I am the idiot and perhaps I'm stuck doing things the hard way for all eternity. But even though my victories may be smaller, even though they may be fewer and even though they may be less impressive, they will always be cherished. I'll look back upon my life and see mountains and valleys, highs and lows, good times and bad, but even though my life may be checkered with dark times, at least I'll know none of my good times were mirages.

Because when you remove the mirages from the easy path, much like removing the white squares from a chessboard, you're left with nothing but a sea of black staring at you, an ocean of pain that can no longer be hidden and a life of unfulfilled potential.

That is not the life I want to lead and I will not let myself fall into it, no matter how easy the path may be

[quote:post_uid0="Roll"]So my friends, perhaps I am a dupe, perhaps I am the idiot and perhaps I'm stuck doing things the hard way for all eternity. But even though my victories may be smaller, even though they may be fewer and even though they may be less impressive.Umm I forgot the rest...well anyway.

Because when you remove the mirages from the easy path, much like removing the white squares from a chessboard, you're left with nothing but a sea of black staring at you, an ocean of pain that can no longer be hidden and a life of unfulfilled potential.

That is not the life I want to lead and I will not let myself fall into it, no matter how easy the path may be

[color=skyblue:post_uid6]Whenever we walk this cold planet we call earth we wear some form of disguise. We hide what we truly feel and think by wearing our faces differently than our mind tells us too. It's a sad state of this world, but it's a true state and a necessary evil to say the least.

However, I see through these disguises for I know how a smiling face can hide a flood of tears and I know how loving eyes can hide hate so deep-rooted it eats at the very base of a person. I know the tricks we play on each other and I look right past them with the greatest of ease.

I used to wear those disguises, I was a grand actor on the stage of the world playing the part of another content soul when in truth a great fire was burning well within. I know these disguises, I see through these disguises because I wore them. I know them all to well...

I no longer wear those disguises because I am a disguise. I am a figment of someone else's imagination and I am a paradox that simply can not be. I wear no disguise because I can not, no matter how I try.

I've walked through my life looking through tinted lenses to make myself content. I wore my disguise from sunrise to sunset the same as everyone else. But when I nearly drowned because my disguise was pulling me down I abandoned it, like so few others have.

The world would be much better without these hideous things, these disguises. I say to everyone here, throw away your phony smile, keep your lips stiff when you feel the need and say only what you truly feel. Don't do anything because it makes you look good.

Don't do anything to maintain your disguise.[/color:post_uid6]

What, no one cares about my rants? :plain:

No no, you seem like TJ with that serious face. I was gone for a while.

Yes, we often do hide our true selves almost everday.I can say I do it myself,but I do it for a good reason that is not to offend certian peers of mine.

Often if a person is happy to often they could very likely be near a breakng point for tolerance of there surrondings,or there life could be very peaceful....I seriously thought this.

No life is completely peaceful,and if you are a person that has had no life trails you have lived a wasted life from my eyes..

Oh rock on with your rants roll as your friend I'm behind you 99% :buttrock:

Umm there is always 1%.lol