hey girlNferno666, clear a message frm ur inbox cause i need 2 tell u something.

^_^ silly i call everyone a meanie i didn't say it to offend u i'm sorry if it did ^_^ it's kinda my word for friend ^_^ well i wrote another poem for u all i guess i write this one for those who seem to be in love with a person they can't have so they love those memories they've once shared. . .



Like a dream you appear to me
So close and dear
My fingers reach out to touch
but you disappear
Like an apparition of my imagination
You haunt my dreams and taunt me
Your presence still lingers here
Your fragrance still clinging to the air
My bed sheets still hold your scent
My pillow the shape of your head

you depress me but you never cease to impress me
I hate you for everything you've done to me or for me
like you thought it was supposed to be..
I hate it that you were never there when I just needed someone to say I care..
when you were going through tuff times I was the only one their saying you'll be fine
I tear up everytime I think about this about you and how I never
had it a family who cared.
It was hard for me to just say "I Love You"
since it was never true
to huge you since it didn't feel true
or to even give you a simple kiss because I felt like I was used
my feelings always locked up because i never wanted to bring
up my stupid poop
Always thinking who wants to litsen to this
I hate you
I don't care about you like I should but no one said you are
supposed to love your mom or to even care.
If you've just had enough I can understand i'm right off the edge
I feel like I can barely breathe
these feelings inside of me..
tired of her stupid poop
I just wished she would just stop it, just drop it
leave me alone
just let me be..Me

:shocked: there great poems
....sport it sound sometime like ur just hurting inside
....when it hurts do u cry or do u say good bye to
the pain its all just the same i wish i dream nay
i hope this is seen happyness 4 every one that
dreams plz if youhurt in side let me tell u what i
want to say what u what to here what
u want me to say and what we never fare
......it b ok lets see that beautyfull smile dont
b blue let me take the pain 4 u i dont want u
t ob sad i then b that glad that
im here to say it b ok that with evey rain u must
no that it will shine anther day so im here 4 u
to let u no im here and and to say it b ok

i made it up on the fly so plz exuse the mistakes :buttrock:

girlnferno sport im ur dorky fan!! :p



Edited By dragon_cloud on Aug. 22 2004 at 22:30

[quote:post_uid0="dragon_cloud"]:shocked: there great poems
....sport it sound sometime like ur just hurting inside
....when it hurts do u cry or do u say good bye to
the pain its all just the same i wish i dream nay
i hope this is seen happyness 4 every one that
dreams plz if youhurt in side let me tell u what i
want to say what u what to here what
u want me to say and what we never fare
......it b ok lets see that beautyfull smile dont
b blue let me take the pain 4 u i dont want u
t ob sad i then b that glad that
im here to say it b ok that with evey rain u must
no that it will shine anther day so im here 4 u
to let u no im here and and to say it b ok

i made it up on the fly so plz exuse the mistakes :buttrock:

girlnferno sport im ur dorky fan!! :p[/quote]
heyy..that was nice :)

[quote:post_uid0="Sportschick155"]you depress me but you never cease to impress me
I hate you for everything you've done to me or for me
like you thought it was supposed to be..
I hate it that you were never there when I just needed someone to say I care..
when you were going through tuff times I was the only one their saying you'll be fine
I tear up everytime I think about this about you and how I never
had it a family who cared.
It was hard for me to just say "I Love You"
since it was never true
to huge you since it didn't feel true
or to even give you a simple kiss because I felt like I was used
my feelings always locked up because i never wanted to bring
up my stupid poop
Always thinking who wants to litsen to this
I hate you
I don't care about you like I should but no one said you are
supposed to love your mom or to even care.
If you've just had enough I can understand i'm right off the edge
I feel like I can barely breathe
these feelings inside of me..
tired of her stupid poop
I just wished she would just stop it, just drop it
leave me alone
just let me be..Me[/quote]
wuvz..* haha..

;) blushes* th...th...thank..u it was ez cause ur a nice girl

rachel....hehe ur nutty some times :p :laugh:

ok her e is evil blanka poem

slash bash u cut another

hole in your ass leave blood
on the wall play tennis wit your
balls when the phone ring dont
answer the calls split your throte
hump you like a foat shave your
fearm and make a winter coat
a winter coat i got it from you
i like it because its from you and
its also blue but i cant believe its true
im a artist what do you think i think all of
you stink did i say all i mean the ones
with there backs aginst the wall its sad
some didnt even grow up wit a dad this is
recles but it has to go i want to spend
all my time in the snow you know

Yea i got a sensitive side

Emotions

To see through ones eyes they must know what they feel, feelings beyond spiritual and physical,beyond the skin and bone, the feelings of emotions that has no being, that has no form, but has the strength of a 1000 tears, tomake one cry, that holds our sword and shield, the emotions of mine and your, the feelings that feel.

when i write poems it happens like if i were in a trans ( its weird ) like i wrote this during my history class and like when i wrote it down it felt like i never wrote it so its weird for me like if it were another person inside writing.

ill post one more of my poems later



Edited By -Ski- on Aug. 22 2004 at 23:28

..... :shocked: well.....that sure is some thing..... :shocked: is that a rap or a poem.......( he sound a little nuts) at least the guy in it dose not u....yet..... :shocked:

and ski poem sounds good.... :buttrock:



Edited By dragon_cloud on Aug. 22 2004 at 23:30

hehe lol i didnt write it ( I think ) but i did physicaly write it


my body was there but not my being

[quote:post_uid0="dragon_cloud"]..... :shocked: well.....that sure is some thing..... :shocked: is that a rap or a poem.......( he sound a little nuts) at least the guy in it dose not u....yet..... :shocked:[/quote]
yo i got that from scary movie the rest i made up

My second poem that my spiritual self made was

Normal friends, unnormal self
To be normal be unnormal what everyone else is, so they can see your like them, to take the personality of what is, to be someone else is being normal, to be unnormal be yourself and show them the real you, the you thats hidden behind your friends, To be unnormal shows your trueself the person only you know, consealed well that is only seen by your soul. Keep hidden for the time being, but when facing eternity, become nothing but normal.

when i write these it feels like these are messages sent form my spiritual being to my physical to become one

:buttrock: DEEP

very well done ^_^ nice imagery and feelings behind ur words in ur poems ^_^ heres another one for u all who don't mind reading my poems they're not that great so yeah



when time has past
and you have gone
and here at last i still stand waiting for that grain of sand to fall to mark that last moment with u
but in the end i'm a fool just dreaming away unreal dreams of you
when at last i'm left alone the ghost of yesterday haunts my home
your laughter rings like enchanted melodies in the night
your smiles like faded ambers
reminding me of a passion that once let me on fire
but like the ashes of yesterday and the sands of time u slip away
leaving me to face yet another day of not having u here with me
one last good bye one last touch one last sweet memory for my heart. . .


for those who have loved and lost

nice what inspired u to wright it was it something you were going through or a friend of yours ( or was it a poem that u just thought of

really cool

Nice poems everone. I dont make as many good ones nowadays.

i wrote it when i broke up with the last ex ^_^ so yeah hard times but we all see them every once in a while i guess it's good to have a cry every now and then u write good poems too silly so tell me what inspires u

ur poems ur so sweet but i wish i cant stop u from ever seeing hard times so u never have to see hard times again ,_ _, :buttrock:

My world.. forgotten and full of hate
Sad, destroyed and desolate
I run through, lifeless, thoughtless and emotionless
Without giving thoughts to things I should expect
With the slightest hint of respect,
I welcome the juggernaut of my ascent
Thy words shall continue to affect
My very thought and emotions.. but regardless
should I say I have the emotions of one with something to spare
Nay... yeah.. nay.. yeah.. nay DAMMIT
For thus, I shall remain a purist
Even with Scott, Ryu, Ken and Spidey,
I graze the SFO world with a lost and complicated mind
Waiting for thou to come and bind
with great words, a loving heart and one that would combine
My inner essence and my soul entwined
No one shall ever replace that sound of mine
till today, I shall honestly and truely say
Dear lady, please come my way..


That was the Dr. Jekkyl of Blanka09 .. and I'll try my possible best to keep him in check :biggrin:

awwblanka u dork :P see nferno was right it was only time before u snapped :p and started confessing things :p winks* i like it lots smiles* well done thats one lucky lady coming ur way *cheers ya on go blanka go blanka go blanka :P hehe runs away before u can ask her whats wrong with her :P because theres way to many things to list or name or say :P



Edited By girlNferno666 on 1093330393

well heres one for the love of my life


you pick up the peices when they fall
you do it without any complaints at all
never taking the easy way out
you never raise your voice or shout
always so devoting and caring
the weight of the world your always baring
your love your always sharing
so it's not surprising when i say
i love you more each day
so very special and dear to my heart
my insperation from all my poetry to art
the reason i paint with colors
instead of shades of gray
because you light up my world
i nevery way



Edited By girlNferno666 on 1093338931

[quote:post_uid0="girlNferno666"]well heres one for the love of my life


you pick up the peices when they fall
you do it without any complaints at all
never taking the easy way out
you never raise your voice or shout
always so devoting and caring
the weight of the world your always baring
your love your always sharing
so it's not surprising when i say
i love you more each day
so very special and dear to my heart
my insperation from all my poetry to art
the reason i paint with colors
instead of shades of gray
because you light up my world
i nevery way[/quote]
Is that to nferno lol?

[quote:post_uid0="girlNferno666"]i don't know go ask him if it's for him :P[/quote]
Hey you wrote it.

[quote:post_uid0="girlNferno666"]i don't know go ask him if it's for him :P[/quote]
??? what he hell u write it so u must know if is 4 n ferno

[quote:post_uid0="girlNferno666"]awwblanka u dork :P see nferno was right it was only time before u snapped :p and started confessing things :p winks* i like it lots smiles* well done thats one lucky lady coming ur way *cheers ya on go blanka go blanka go blanka :P hehe runs away before u can ask her whats wrong with her :P because theres way to many things to list or name or say :P[/quote]
For this reason I have made Dr. Jekkyl slumber for many years... *sigh*

Oh well, another day, another loaf of bread.. and another burning desire :biggrin:

[quote:post_uid0="blanka09"]My world.. forgotten and full of hate
Sad, destroyed and desolate
I run through, lifeless, thoughtless and emotionless
Without giving thoughts to things I should expect
With the slightest hint of respect,
I welcome the juggernaut of my ascent
Thy words shall continue to a fect
My very thought and emotions.. but regardless
should I say I have the emotions of one with something to spare
Nay... yeah.. nay.. yeah.. nay DAMMIT
For thus, I shall remain a purist
Even with Scott, Ryu, Ken and Spidey,
I graze the SFO world with a lost and complicated mind
Waiting for thou to come and bind
with great words, a loving heart and one that would combine
My inner essence and my soul entwined
No one shall ever replace that sound of mine
till today, I shall honestly and truely say
Dear lady, please come my way..


That was the Dr. Jekkyl of Blanka09 .. and I'll try my possible best to keep him in check :biggrin:[/quote]
[color=# f7F00]im a weirdo arnt ii die you die we all die when we are high high i mean as high as a kite that will never com dow neven if you wish with all your might might when you do that you will iether die or loose your site i love the dark and the dark loves me i medatate on pokemon and that lil pokemon caterpie i hate you all and you all hate me some day i will die and become a tree a tree thats what i want to be to stand still and tall and be the tallest of all maybe even taller than a wall :ghostface:[/color]

[quote:post_uid0="blanka09"]Tell me why you had to quote my post Evil-Blanka... O_O

oh and coolplayer2k2.. wonder why no one cares?? This is Random Insanity.. my guess is, everything goes :biggrin:[/quote]
[color=# f7F00]ok sorry blanka what are you talking about im a free minded person well i dont know im kinda weird well i am not as bad as i use t to be double posting spamming doing every thing lol ok here is another



why do we do what we do why dont i do what i told i try to find things but i have to un fold un fold when i open it i find gold im blanka and i like chanka chanka and blanka goes with each other i hate her and she loves me chanka leave me the hell alone and let me be free free is for me and your a slave to open your mind you must be brrave[/color]

well this ones for evil_blanka ^c^ i hopes u like it

slowly day in and day out
this demon that lives with in me wishes to get out
this darkness that no one knows
that consumes my soul
the secrets and lies that hides inside
the evil that no one sees
wishes to be set free
slowly it eats at me
whispering to me i should let it be
the shadow is all i need
and slowly it sweeps
from it's dormant sleep
fude by old age rage
breaking free of it's cage
the beast within
now roams free in this world of sin



Edited By girlNferno666 on 1093397801

[quote:post_uid0="girlNferno666"]well this ones for evil_blanka ^c^ i hopes u like it

slowly day in and day out
this demon that lives with in me wishes to get out
this darkness that no one knows
that consumes my soul
the secrets and lies that hides inside
the evil that no one sees
wishes to be set free
slowly it eats at me
whispering to me i should let it be
the shadow is all i need
and slowly it sweeps
from it's dormant sleep
fude by old age rage
breaking free of it's cage
the beast in me has been unleashed. . .[/quote]
[color=# f7F00]i like it it was nice i am not realy like that i just like posting poems with hatred in it lol looke at my ghost face :ghostface:[/color]

[color=#000000:post_uid2]:alien: :stupid: GIRLNFERNO'S R THE BEST :buttrock:[/color:post_uid2]

Yeah as you begin to write for many years. You notice that your writing goes thru phases. I have had about 3 or 4 meanie phases and several lesser meanie phases. Rejection phases, acceptance phases, contemplative phases, reminiscing phases, wishing phases, dreaming phases, damn man. poop gets soo deep. I prsonally try not to draw from one inspiration for too long. but i always find myself getting stuck on the subject of romance like many poets. but hey, i know i aint the only romantic in this world. So heres one i recently wrote. :hehe:


Pain picks at pleasure like painted passion from pressed lips.
All your anguish anger astonishment arms are out asking for answers.
Iniside it lies intertwined in illuminated illusions.
Numb and nodding nervously nursing noxious nubile narcotic need.

Innocently inclined to the inescapable isolated idea.
Silently sleeping surrounded by solemn sounds of solitude.

Left like dried leaves loosely lying as lonely as autumn's love.
Overly ope novertunred to a noverture of oncoming waves and oceanic tides.
Vindicated and voluptuous as violet, valued voraciously in volumes.
Enchanting elegance as eve enters early light's embrace.



P.S. Nice work girl inferno. I havent read all of it yet, but i liked what i saw so far. Caretaker and destroyer..hehehehe. i was reading that one like YOU GO GIRL!

P.P.S Yo im having a problem with spaces and such......and O's look at the line where it says a noverture of oceanic tides and al that poop> the O line, i corrected those typo's twice and they still switch back like that...same thing happened with the marquee on ym sig, i couldnt get them to stay spaced...every OTHER time i would edit it, It would take out the double spaces between words and also make some O's and B's lowr case.../shrugs it was odd. but it was one of the first things i noticed since the forum's make over.



Edited By Riseabove on 1093417013

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The world around me
My foolishness before me
The pain inside me
The bitterness within me
It's so sad to know the truth
that your work proves nothing but a lie
and even being called a fool
doesn't justify the good for which you thought you tried
And although I ask myself why
There's no "correct" answer for the errors.. with the fate that woe betides
I only wish and hope that those would take hold of me
and stop me from falling and actually hurting me
That the one whose B's and hellos..
would charm me like a sweet meadow
for nothing else seems to choke
like her voice in which only an angel can cloak
That the one whose dork knighting
wouldn't stop stop her loving
and that the Nferno, wouldn't stop "it's" burning
You never know.. until you realize
that you're a fool even when you hurt inside
Nothing can at this point justify my woes
and not even I can contend with my foes
but I know this one truth
that a survivor never gives up without a fight
and though it may seem that I will certainly loose
Ahead of One day and One dream shall be my light
Even with the Shinjitus no uta
I have come to realize that there's no one as fitting as her
so as I always end my words of despair
I will thrust this one spear
into the hearts of those who beckon against my dear
and then I shall lay
and wait for the day
she shall come my way...


... LOL.. that felt.. really good :biggrin:



Edited By blanka09 on 1093481388

Nice blanka,but I see a word error in your poem...seems to recieve your real life...though...you do seem to contiue regardless very strong man.


Ave...today I realized that I died with the blood of shiva running through my viens.

Hindu....Shrines to a GOD of carnation....

My pockets are warm because I hide my needed hands in them with passive gesture....

A poor mans hands are firm....

I carried a walking stick the day I died...and used it as a blind man.....but a blind man that didn't know himself..

no one knows themselve better than a blindman...

Sense I have real sight I stared at the sea in the sky wishing it would rain pruple....breathing at the sky righting my name in the air with my breath.....

Seeing only Red through my malicious colorblindness....so when it rains for me i see the blood of the virgin mary...

Mellow shades of blue cruised through my mind and for a moment I was in Nirvana....

Was my nirvana in the skies...?

I smirked...as if I new of my own awakening...

And in this golden Age of sin...there isn't much to smile about...

Broken smiles...with broken christian dreams...

So when you lose your dream you die...

I don't dream anymore...

That's why I think I'm dead...



Edited By SBYRD5 on 1093482521