Time for me to go to work here. :)
Zero heres to you dude.
Digging yourself out of rubble, not dirt. Rubble so its many rocks. It's a pile of many personal mistakes, challenges, and worries. You dig yourself out of it to be free and to reach out to the many people of yesterday/past/death/graveyard you knew but never spoken to. But they still see you as the same buried person as before. And you do too, you see your grave stone and an evil self. Your not connecting with reality yet, you haven't fully let go yet, your still a ghost. Duo is not fully there except for when at a time of a great stuggle with your demon, the fear or something that keeps you from being real, that keeps you locked away from the world. Duo will help bring you out of being a ghost. No, wait the end of the struggle whether you will win or not is not determined yet, you woke up before the end, the turn out will still realy on you.

I'm probably completely wrong about this, since I don't even know you. I need feed back Zero.

perhaps, like me, you have to much imagination...

it happens sometimes where i am in a strange place...
then i hear something and i know there gonna be something out there and i cant stop myself from getting there ! then i saw something, i know what it is but i go to it anyway and get myself a kill (the thing is killing me) then i woke up with the same wound (not real but real pain)

example of that...
i am in a plain with forest on my left and a line of tree's on my right, then i hear a baby crying into the night. i know i shouldn't get there, cause i know that i'm gonna get killed again ! but there is nothing to stop my curiosity, i search for him, but i don't get into the forest. he's behind the line of tree's, on the floor, crying ! i take him in my hands, he continues crying... i tell him not to, but he bites my fingers, so i hit him (not necessarely hurting him) but then...
*sigh*
he transform into a giant demon and cut me in half with his giant mouth ! then i wake up, paralysed with pain exactly where the touth entered into my body !

it's nothing realy, it's just that i love AD&D and the monsters i love the most are those that are night creatures and i love demons too... so it is all my imagination who put those dream so i can be my own "PLAYER" ! (i'm a master)

sometimes it is just nothing but our imagination and we always think it mean something !
the real question about myself...
why do i always do dreams that include my family or friend, that actually get real 2 or 3 months later ?

that's the real question !