The doctor told me he had alcohol in his blood when he died,but....when people are drunk they often tell how they really feel..my father..just...thought I was worthless.

I'll go to that site..now.

[quote:post_uid0="akuma_forever"]can you tell me? i am sure i can help, as i might have with sbyrd... ?[/quote]
i could tell anyone on this forum... but, that would be a bad thing for me, and could ruin my life. Besides.... it's nothing that can be helped.

:) i hope it helps (did you read my post? )

about what your father said- you also said that when people are drunk, they cant control their actions. your father didnt mean that, he probably just blurted something out... remember your dad did love you.... :)


EDIT- byrd if you didnt look at the inspiring images on the site i gave you, do it, they are good.... :)



Edited By akuma_forever on Feb. 05 2003 at 18:32

Yea Akuma_Forever I feel a little better.....

I'm still in pain....

Roll....if thats true what you PMed me thats amazing.

http://ihaveissues.com/ umm i see your pain go to this site and write all that in the ihi forum ???
And NO I am not trying to be funny or make u look bad. This is my mom's site part of her business and logo ihaveissues that she owns.
AND HELL NO that women in the ihi shirt is not my mom just one of her friends. My mom look better. :biggrin:

thats really sad to hear SBYRD5.. i kno u need some time alone and to stabilize right now, and ur in pain, so get rested and well soon, don't do anything u gonna regret because your friends care for u, be more confident in your life. Don't become a drunk, and live ur life with nothing to stress about cuz its not good when u keep it all inside.. i dun kno what else to do to help, get well soon man *sniff*

SBYRD you have my deepest condolenses. Man and I thought I was going thru a hell of a time. If you need somebody to talk to. Im here if you wanna talk. Just check out my profile for my messenger info. Not much I can say. I know what having an alcoholic father is like though. Take it easy bro. Like I said you need ANYTHING. Dont hesitate to ask. :(

Darn...why do these unholy things keep on happening in our community....SBYRD.....u know me Budd...i've never been rude, arrogant and ignorant for ya.....anything ya need ...help with im there for ya.....lol....actually even i am going through something i haven told any1 except Masta......so its all the sufferings we were destined to go through.....hope everything gets good for u....May god send his warmest blessings to and your family.....goodluck man....

Roll u dont realy know me but if u need anyyhing or a sholder to cry on i am here for you :D

Dark Omega.....yea

I feel better today.....but I'm worried I think Roll....Roll.....please be ok.