| political_geek |
06-24-2003 05:38 AM |
I'm an atheist (no religion) as for cultures I went threw allot. Well first of all I was born in Canada and moved to Houston. When I moved here things were totally different. I moved into this very "ghetto" type place (but not as bad) that's where i sort of went through this hip hop mixed with middle eastern culture type phase. I stayed there for a little while, until a few years after I moved. The district I moved to was very different. The last place I was at, even though there was allot of violence (probably more stuff which i was too young or stupid to realize), there was still diversity. Allot of people from allot of races got along, but this new place was very different! All the kids categorized you. I was graded on how smart I was, what race I was, how I acted, etc. Since I moved into this "plastic" school I got very lonely and started staying home. I wasn't accepted by allot of people but the few who liked me were mostly black, so I sort of started feeling most comfortable around african americans. This sort of led me to the "total hip hop" culture. Well any ways about one and a half years latter I don't know what happened to me but I became SMART!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I probably went through puberty or something, but i started listening in class and people started asking ME FOR HELP!!!!!! THIS WAS SO AMAZING!! compared to how I was an year ago! well anyways since music was basically my only way to get away from problems I sort of left this attitude of "all rock sucks" and got into a little alternative and punk (but all mainstream). So I started getting into to allot of different types of music..... around summer ( i think) i got into allot of underground hip hop and started to hate conformity and this commercialism sexual shallow idiot capitalistic corporate #### which pathetic conformist think their so much better than me for being such fans of this idiot #### culture controlled by 50 year old rich men! This also probably had to do with me watching so many talk shows that showed me how pathetic and heartless some ####ing idiot people were! Oh and i hate talk shows now! There a bunch of hypocritical idiot #### created to entertain idiots that throw away every chance of have of being a human being! Well anyways somewhere around the school year I started listening to anti-flag which got me into politics and punk thus i was apart "punk culture". So that's basically how i got my political beliefs. I don't remember when i stopped believing in god... probably around the summer and the last school year up to this point (sorry don't want to reveal my age :D ). So I was into punk for a pretty long time (around an year maybe) until recently when I learned punk is almost worse than the conformist mainstream world i wanted to get away from in the first place. I don't feel like explain it all, but right now in my opinion the only thing good about punk is the politics. So than I got into folk and trance(trance again) and started exploring allot of other music that helps me getaway (which I'm still doing). Allot of other stuff happened which isn't that significant, private, or I'm to lazy to talk about. Well anyway right now I'm sort of turning into a fan of any type of animation. I'm also getting into samurai culture (sorry for the spelling). I'm not very athletic, but I really like their ideals. Well that's where I'm at right now. Sorry I made this SO long! I was pretty bored so i thought of posting on this....... didn't know it was going to end up so long :( . (sorry for my extremely horrible spelling and punctuation)
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