View Full Version : I've begun a quest.... - I may have to say good bye...
SBYRD5
10-11-2003, 09:33 PM
I need to find some people I might not return to this forum....this is about to much to comprehend....
I think a messed up and told a girl to leave my life......that might be the only girl I could truthfully ever bound with beisdes my first love.........
I never felt this kinda insanity......
I'm slowly going insane......mentally...
I've never been this angry and confused....
But I think I'm suppose to go on some kinda quest to find myself....
LancerPX
10-11-2003, 10:42 PM
first, why did u tell her to leave ur life....ifudont know why u told her that then u dont need to find urself, u are being urself
second, ifur lying to us now and she was the one who left u then u dont need to find urself again...u need to find ur balls cause ain't no girl worth the head ache if she leaves u....
dont get too serious with a girl ifur not going to be commited to her...thats my advice
Edited By LancerPX on Oct. 12 2003 at 01:43
You missed the entire point of what he said. There is a deeper meaning, Lancer. Look deeper...
akuma_forever
10-12-2003, 05:49 AM
gosh d@ng roll, do you take classes for your wisdom? good job.....
well byrd, if i was you i'd just forget about the whole thing, thats why i never got involved with girls...
personally, i think marrige and gf/bf is a waste of time, then thats more money you have to spend, then that brings along debt, etc. you know who your friends are? us! and the arcade! :biggrin: but hey, thats just my opinion...
alamgir
10-12-2003, 06:15 AM
Go ahead and find the girl, who knows you might even get back together again.
If its eating u up then go for itbecause u don't have anything to lose.
Lightbringer
10-12-2003, 06:27 AM
he's gonna search for Sportschick as his girl :biggrin: or am I outdated, he's got another obsession
good luck byrdman
heres a quote 4 ya....
"I have gont to find myself,
if i come back before i return.....
tell me to wait"-some weird guy (and my principal,and a t-shirt i saw)
SSJKarma
10-12-2003, 11:53 AM
saw this thread yesterday... couldn't say a thing !
listen, i never really had any problems with girls (for i never had a girl in my life) but many times have i helped my friend understand mroe of what he needed to do in order to succeed ! he... also is the one giving me th estrenght to go on in life ! he's been my friend for the last 14 years !
anyway... not about me but about you !
i would say, it is never too late for anything !
its hard, no one can say you anything to change that. but its still possible for you to return back to her, as long as you didn't screw it up by hitting her !
WORDS can hurt people's feelings, but they are just words there will always have soemthing you can do to go back and bring things like they were before. if i were you (which i'm not) i would do anything to get back on that mistakes ! otherwise i would be like you, it would get me nuts !
as for the part not being yourself. well, we're always ourselves, no matter how hard we try to be someone else, we always are ourselves. its just that we try to change in a way where people would like us more ! but in the end we always return to ourselves !
so i say, no need for a search for yourselves, cause if do that's only because you lose sight of what is really needed at the moment ! but if you did, your friends (me and perhaps some others) will simply tell you the way to return !
its your choice now to see if you take our advice and opinions !
whatever path you decide to choose after this, i wish you luck on it !
marvel911
10-12-2003, 01:11 PM
Hmm, girl trouble eh..I dont have much experience in the trouble part. But, if you do really like her..I think you 2 really need to talk, and you need to aplogize for saying she needs to leave your life. But nonetheless I cannot tell you what you should or need to do..simply because I dont have your feelings or level of intellegence. So, SBYRD5..it seems to me that you have a long, tough quest ahead of you. So good luck. :alien:
But her something (that is if shes not millions of miles away from you) gifts always picks up girls and like marvel911 said you should apologive
pip99
10-12-2003, 01:46 PM
Meh sryd5 is going apepoop 0 o
meh. ask her back out.
(X-F)Xavier
10-12-2003, 04:25 PM
I need to find some people I might not return to this forum....this is about to much to comprehend....
I think a messed up and told a girl to leave my life......that might be the only girl I could truthfully ever bound with beisdes my first love.........
I never felt this kinda insanity......
I'm slowly going insane......mentally...
I've never been this angry and confused....
But I think I'm suppose to go on some kinda quest to find myself....
i know how it is... good luck
Wave Master
10-12-2003, 06:25 PM
Good luck man but if you truly and deeply love her then you'll have to beg for her back and do something drastic to show that you care or make a big apology to her for your mistake ???
If it was a arguement say "it was a stupid arguement and I wish it never started" if she says that it start then say "I know and I'll work hard to gain your trust again"
The thing about girls is if you want there help you'll have to ask for it you can't just expect her to help you also girls are more on the emotional side compared to guys so make sure you say something that goes to her heart and stays there.
But if you need to find in your life what might have happened then don't leave the forum here is where some of your friends are and we will try to help you every step in the way, I asked myself the same question but for diff. reasons and my results were that, there is no one true path your life isn't set in stone life is nothing but a series of moments with times that will affect you through out your life and the best one Live your life w/o regrets because you only have one life and during that one life you have to live it w/o worries
asshole
10-12-2003, 06:30 PM
I need to find some people I might not return to this forum....this is about to much to comprehend....
I think a messed up and told a girl to leave my life......that might be the only girl I could truthfully ever bound with beisdes my first love.........
I never felt this kinda insanity......
I'm slowly going insane......mentally...
I've never been this angry and confused....
But I think I'm suppose to go on some kinda quest to find myself....
Where do you live, brotha man?
If it's anywhere close to me, i'm coming over with a whole bunch of Alcohol and some Paintball Guns to cheer ya uP..
Until then, don't think too much!
Elena
10-12-2003, 06:46 PM
I need to find some people I might not return to this forum....this is about to much to comprehend....
I think a messed up and told a girl to leave my life......that might be the only girl I could truthfully ever bound with beisdes my first love.........
I never felt this kinda insanity......
I'm slowly going insane......mentally...
I've never been this angry and confused....
But I think I'm suppose to go on some kinda quest to find myself....
I know how you feel.
Go tell her you're sorry. If she feels the same way she will accept the apology. And if you don't try it then you will regret it...trust me.
Good Luck!
SBYRD5
10-13-2003, 04:51 PM
Well we talked and we are lingering over friend or boy/grilfriend realtionship.
No it's not sportschick155...
Yeah, some of you are my friends...
Yeah, Asshole if you did live near me I'd get you to teach me how to "WRITE".(When I say write I mean with graffti....I always wanted to do some good writing.....)
Yeah a good paint ball match would cheer me up....haha we would shoot some....birds and a few cop cars....
Oh yeah I wish I didn't think so damn much either...
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It's bigger then her I kinda come from a broken home....in 2 years I will be a grown man......(18.....well legally an adult). My mother recieves a government check because of my sister's illness and me being a minor under the age of 18.(Remeber my father is no more....)
Well once I become 18 I will only be a burden apon my mother.....so I will have to figure out what to do with my life.....
Thats the normal part of my problems.....I've just been thinking about joining army/navy,Airforce......etc.
I probally won't......
My social life has been poopty lately...I'm not going to bitch about it.
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Recently I was a accused for smoking an illegal substance on school grounds.(Weed)
The funny thing is I didn't even touch the stuff it was because I (appeared) like the type of person to smoke weed.At any rate the principle was going to expell me from the Wake County Public School System over that nonsense....
After taking a drug test and several physical test the results were negative...
I asked the son of a bitch to apoligize for falsely accussing me.
He told me to..."Run along".(#%%@#$R@%)
By this time all the after school buses were gone and I asked him for a ride home.....the ass wipe...told me he didn't let strangers ride in his car so he left me for motherfliping broke in the goddamn dark at school....*sigh*
So I walked home.....I live atleast 23 miles from school.
*Yeah I was tired when I got home*
I left school at 7:00pm I got home at 2:46am.
I went to school the next day at 6:24am....
Do you see my fustration.....
Edited By SBYRD5 on Oct. 13 2003 at 19:52
Elena
10-13-2003, 05:04 PM
Well damn, that is y i always have money on me(bus fare/ phonecall) and did occur to you to call someone. I could never walk to my house which is 23 miles away. And if i did i would not have went to school the next day.
Anyways, ur principal guy is not suppose to discriminate against students. And if he holds you after school you are suppose to atleast get a phone call. Do you guys have a rule book that tells you how long you are suspended and stuff like that? If so i recommend you read it. so next time he discrimates against you or someone else.
You already got enough stuff on ur mind the last thing you need is a racist pricipal.
You will never be a burden on ur mother after all she is ur mother. Unless ur mother is like eminem's f-ed up mother.
Good luck with everything.
MasterX05
10-13-2003, 05:08 PM
WTF what da hell do I need to roll to your school and beat some N#@!'s down? I know we both live in N.C. but dam sybrd you need to stop bieng a wuss the girl aint the best in the world there are others. I was like you once a lame or loner you can say. 2nd year at my new highschool I still hate it but I now particpate go to games, and talk with others and put the game down on girls. Do alot of things my postion now is neutral. Morining's I see ppl standing by themselfs im like dam, sometimes I feel sry for them I walk up to a big circle of guys I know. And the whole weed thing? I would have been expell because if the Princple did me like that I knock him the F### out. And if that bicth made me walk I would have that motha### fired his ass will never working in a F### school ever. And you best belive that :biggrin:
Elena
10-13-2003, 05:21 PM
Amen...hallelujah.
Preach it!!!!
But watch the filter
SBYRD5
10-14-2003, 03:52 AM
Aint that simple my brother and sister.....
You see my mother isn't well if I got expelled it....might.......man..... yo I don't even want to think about it.
MasterX05 I'm a halfway loner....son I get by.
That girl....everything is cool I think between me and her......
(Note:The time is 6:38am, And I posted this reply before school)
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Yeah, there is another reason why I'm not so quick to get suspended I'm trying to become a wrestler at my school..........
Due to giving past beat downs I've been suspended 4 times.
(Each being a 3 day suspension with Satuday Detention.)
Anyway, If I miss more than 13 days of school <span style='font-size:22pt;line-height:100%'>FOR ANY REASON</span> I will lose the chance to become a high school wrestler.....or join track.
I'm at 12 absences......to confront the principle on a amatter of dicrimination apon a student wouldn't a day at Wake County Public School Court force me to miss a day of school.
Then were would I be my pride regained,but my dream distroyed......so whats more important....
My Pride.....or
My Dream
You tell me... :huh:
Edited By SBYRD5 on Oct. 14 2003 at 06:54
Dude, man, that's friggin deep.
Your pride, or your dream . . . At first I thought your dream was the girl. So, if you got the girl, does wrestling really matter? How much time a day do you spend with her? If it's a lot, werestling will probably take away from that time, wouldn't it? So now, I face you with a new question.
Your Pride or your Dream? Or . . . Your Dream or your Love?
Edited By Razz on Oct. 13 2003 at 13:57
alamgir
10-14-2003, 11:25 AM
Pride over dream?
Dream any day would be my advice.
SBYRD5
10-14-2003, 11:59 AM
Dude, man, that's friggin deep.
Your pride, or your dream . . . At first I thought your dream was the girl. So, if you got the girl, does wrestling really matter? How much time a day do you spend with her? If it's a lot, werestling will probably take away from that time, wouldn't it? So now, I face you with a new question.
Your Pride or your Dream? Or . . . Your Dream or your Love?
Thats true....
Hmm I don't know you though man...(Not you Razz)
But a dream is something that doesn't die....
alamgir
10-14-2003, 12:42 PM
Just look at it in the long term i'm sure you'll c the difference between both then.
akuma_forever
10-14-2003, 03:14 PM
[quote:post_uid10="SBYRD5"]Well we talked and we are lingering over friend or boy/grilfriend realtionship.
No it's not sportschick155...
Yeah, some of you are my friends...
Yeah, Asshole if you did live near me I'd get you to teach me how to "WRITE".(When I say write I mean with graffti....I always wanted to do some good writing.....)
Yeah a good paint ball match would cheer me up....haha we would shoot some....birds and a few cop cars....
Oh yeah I wish I didn't think so damn much either...
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It's bigger then her I kinda come from a broken home....in 2 years I will be a grown man......(18.....well legally an adult). My mother recieves a government check because of my sister's illness and me being a minor under the age of 18.(Remeber my father is no more....)
Well once I become 18 I will only be a burden apon my mother.....so I will have to figure out what to do with my life.....
Thats the normal part of my problems.....I've just been thinking about joining army/navy,Airforce......etc.
I probally won't......
My social life has been poopty lately...I'm not going to bitch about it.
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Recently I was a accused for smoking an illegal substance on school grounds.(Weed)
The funny thing is I didn't even touch the stuff it was because I (appeared) like the type of person to smoke weed.At any rate the principle was going to expell me from the Wake County Public School System over that nonsense....
After taking a drug test and several physical test the results were negative...
I asked the son of a bitch to apoligize for falsely accussing me.
He told me to..."Run along".(#%%@#$R@%)
By this time all the after school buses were gone and I asked him for a ride home.....the ass wipe...told me he didn't let strangers ride in his car so he left me for motherfliping broke in the goddamn dark at school....*sigh*
So I walked home.....I live atleast 23 miles from school.
*Yeah I was tired when I got home*
I left school at 7:00pm I got home at 2:46am.
I went to school the next day at 6:24am....
Do you see my fustration.....[/quote:post_uid10]
holy shizzlemuffin! :shocked: if i were you i would have just beat that mutha' down man. what an arse whipe...
SBYRD5
10-14-2003, 03:30 PM
holy shizzlemuffin! :shocked: if i were you i would have just beat that mutha' down man. what an arse whipe...
Well Akuma Forever I run across those types all the time.....but I'm fully focused man......mind on my money.....money on mind.
Discrimination is simply discrimination what happened was wrong......
Sportschick155
10-14-2003, 04:29 PM
hey...track rules
akuma_forever
10-14-2003, 05:37 PM
[quote:post_uid14="SBYRD5"][quote:post_uid14="akuma forever"]holy shizzlemuffin! :shocked: if i were you i would have just beat that mutha' down man. what an arse whipe...[/quote:post_uid14]
Well Akuma Forever I run across those types all the time.....but I'm fully focused man......mind on my money.....money on mind.
Discrimination is simply discrimination what happened was wrong......[/quote:post_uid14]
hehe... well, i hope you succeed in your quest but dont leave the forum! you are one of the "better" members. ;)
SBYRD5
10-14-2003, 05:42 PM
As far as the girl problem is she seems scared to talk to me now she's avoiding me....I want to set things straight with her.....but she isn't really being fair......
It's cool.....I'm not going to quit I might take her with me on my quest.......
Akuma Forever you said I was one of the "Better" members....tell me do you remember a member that quit this forum named blossom.....was she a "Better" member?
Edited By SBYRD5 on Oct. 14 2003 at 20:44
SuperSonicX
10-15-2003, 09:39 AM
SBYRD5 man you sound alot like me..yeah you should take that quest..i took one maself..lol..but you shouldnt take her along wit you..do it by urself..its better dat way..dont let some gurl mess you up..u'll be like me..a depressed fool..heh. :p
Ludacris
10-16-2003, 03:16 PM
U'll find ur way man......if not with this gurl then with somethin or someone else..........or both....... yeah I know how life can be unfair........fought this guy in a subway......now my back hurts like hell.........got problem with my gurl too.......have this guy on my back that gets on my nerves............my uncle died........it ain't goin to well for me and the people around me.........but anyway U just gotta try to be positive..........hope life is startin to be easier for ya........ anyway, one
SBYRD5
10-18-2003, 02:34 PM
yea,
one
C'mon byrd man :(
cheer up
all of your freinds here in SFO will stand behind you
SFO FOREVER *holds fist in the air*
:buttrock:
Even if that is completely true (in reality, that is more of a half truth), this is something SByrd needs to figure out on his own. Him coming here and telling us this was a stroke of luck, so when he does figure out what he needs to do, we'll know why he does what he does. Think of this as a time of change that we ALL have to go through eventually... if not in your adolescent years or teenage years, then in your older ages.
DanYankees
10-20-2003, 04:11 AM
yeah do wrestling...get's you into shape and allows u to deal with a lot on your mind.
how much do u weigh?
pip99
10-20-2003, 11:35 AM
yeah do wrestling...get's you into shape and allows u to deal with a lot on your mind.
how much do u weigh?
wrestling thats kinda random.
lol ur one stupid fhag if ya go for one babe...
i've had atleast 20 gfs by now at this age...i like fking chix..if they start poop...flip THem so hard :laughlong:
i aint gonna marry till 24..i get to fk mroe chix w00t yyah00!!!
/\ see your on probation too
heres what i got to say to you sybyrd...
The byrd aint dead, he'll fly in any weather!!-some rapper
Elena
10-22-2003, 03:59 PM
Birdman i think
And Wreslemania it's going to backfire...
SBYRD5
10-22-2003, 08:53 PM
"I'm the birdy birdyman I fly in any weather".
Birdman A.K.A. 1# stunner,and Manny Fresh.
pip99
10-23-2003, 09:19 AM
Birdman i think
And Wreslemania it's going to backfire...
backfire how? no way its the way to be
Elena
10-23-2003, 09:22 AM
Birdman i think
And Wreslemania it's going to backfire...
backfire how? no way its the way to be
He's playing girls. So answer me this: How will it not backfire?
pip99
10-23-2003, 09:29 AM
Birdman i think
And Wreslemania it's going to backfire...
backfire how? no way its the way to be
He's playing girls. So answer me this: How will it not backfire?
we dont know that....were young you live once...PLAY.
Elena
10-23-2003, 09:31 AM
I know that so...anyways y don't we just get out of his business. Pip plz talk about what you know...
pip99
10-23-2003, 02:16 PM
Pip plz talk about what you know...
Whats that supposed to mean?
SBYRD5
10-23-2003, 08:01 PM
*Ahem* Ying and Yang....... You play a thousand girls....then one girl will come thats worth a 100 grand and she will probally play you for JOO1,
Everything catches up in time........But shot play player......I guess we're to young to get serious.......but I guess I don't listen to myself....
???
I know that so...anyways y don't we just get out of his business. Pip plz talk about what you know...
lol she knos everything* i am a big time playa * lol :shocked:
Elena
10-24-2003, 08:06 AM
Back to the topic: How is the quest going SByRD?
SBYRD5
10-24-2003, 09:02 PM
I'm now training for wrestling,but I'm now considered to be part of the squad.
My girlfriend(Elena you already know so.....yeah I care about her well being) and I'm having a long distance relationship for now....Mostly a friendship.....sometimes it gets flirty mehh...she's cool.
As for my quest I'm suppose to find special things I gather through very motionless focus....
I suppose to find embodiments of emotions in certian people around me,and when I find those special people something is suppose to happen that will change my life to a whole state of wellness......
I might become something great....
Edited By SBYRD5 on Oct. 25 2003 at 18:39
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